i'm sooo in LOVE with this game. gotta play it again real soon one of these weekends.



-jenn

PSA

This is a PSA for all of the men...

Fellas, if you run into a female that looks like this:



and this:



at another angle:



And just in case you weren't completely clear, here's a video of this thing in action. Again, DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH THIS THING!!!!

It's name is Kuato. It will make your penis sad:



That is all.

-courtesy of me,

jenny

and you know who else can get it? this guy:



he can GET IT all day.

and you know who else CAN NOT get it?? guys who wear brown hats with a green shirt/vest combo. WARM EARTH TONES are not for GROWN MEN!!! DENIED!!!

and you know who else CAN NOT get it?? guys named Mike Harris. #justsayin.

<3 jenny

I have been feeling extremely depressed lately. To the point where I want to cry. I've been so unhappy. i don't know what it is. its been this way for the past week or so. i hope i get over it soon though. its not a good look. i caught myself shedding a tear last night at work even because i was feeling so down. for no reason! i was on the verge of breaking down and crying hard for no reason at work last night. i had to stop and breath and calm down for a second. anyway...

so i'm planning on moving to new mexico within the next year. i'm really nervous about it and really excited. fresh start.

another new thing...ok, i've always been adamant about drake's fugliness. he was just not cute and i was never shy about saying it. however...drake has been stepping up his sexy. i am not mad at what he's talking about.



oh yeah. HE CAN GET IT. anytime any place.

i've been noticing how much in love with facial hair. whether it be stubble (heavy stubble though), a full mustache, a nice beard...i love it. it gets me hot. it represents manliness. and that's what i want, a rugged manly man.

i want a man with a really deep voice, a lot of facial hair, over 6 feet tall, HONEST, will laugh at my jokes and has jokes for me to laugh at, has an awesome job with benefits, has a car, no kids (not at this stage in my life), someone who doesn't have EX issues or baby mama drama.

when i move to new mexico, i'm gonna find me a native american man that fits the bill. i think i'll find him too. man, can you imagine me with a native american?? that would make for some really good looking babies! those baby would have hella cheeks too, lol. yeah, that sounds like a plan. i'll be on the hunt.

the prototype that i'm looking for?? this dude right here:



if anybody can get it...he can get it. more so than gavin degraw!!!

this fine piece of man here is Jason Momoa. he's 31, from hawaii, and he's part native american, german (what what!), irish (like my boo conan), and Hawaiin. he's 6'4 and dude is DOING IT! his eyes are gorgeous. and i cannot believe that Lisa Bonet booed this dude up. this is her boyfriend and baby daddy. lucky bitch.

he was in the movie "Johnson Family Vacation" (the clip below at around 0.37 seconds) but he's supposedly most known for "Stargate Atlantis" on SciFi (never seen it!).



so don't be surprised when you see a dude who looks like this on my arm out there in the new mexico desert.

you know one dude that can't get it?? this ugly dude right here:



DENIED!!! lil wayne is looking real rough in jail. NOT CUTE BOO!!!

i got most of these pics from mediatakeout.com by the way. i love that site now.

ok, before i go, there's one more dude that can get it. this guy, Brett Young.



yeah, HE CAN GET IT too.

he's a singer. i first heard one of his songs on an episode of the Real World and i was just like, "that sounds just like Gavin Degraw". i figured out who he was and listened to some of his music online. one of his songs, "Let it All In". i am so in love with this song. he sings the hell out of it. he did a cover of "Walking in Memphis", just like Gavin Degraw did, but guess who's was better? yep, my boo GDG...of course. i'm sure gavin could even sing "Let it all in" better than this dude, but i must admit that this dude is much cuter than gavin. sorry, boo!

here's brett's song that i am soooooo in love with right now.

Let it All In by Brett Young

ok, well all that sexiness lifted my spirits a bit. hopefully my mood will be lited for the rest of the day anyway, cause i really have been feeling shitty and depressed.

ta ta for now.

<3 jenny

this is a pic of my mom that i found on my sister's myspace page. i haven't seen her in years. i think this pic was taken around this time last year. i miss my mom. i gotta go to florida one day soon to visit. she got that asian eye. her eyes are wide open in this pic. they call my mom "red". she's a red bone. they called her "china doll" back in the day too. i get my eyes from her. i get my cheeks from my dad though. i think i got my teeth from my mom too cause all my brothers and sisters from her side have big teeth. my skin comes from my dad. my temper definitely comes from my mom. brains from my dad. independence comes from me.

-jenn

so after this semester, i only have nine more credits that i need to graduate. so i'll be graduating in may. that means i'll be free to apply to jobs...unless i still wanna try for medical school. but i'm not sure if i want to at this point. i just want to go ahead and get a career started. i'm gonna be 26 soon (damn!) and i don't think i can handle like 7 more years of school. i'll be around 33-ish and have a but load of debt to pay off.

by that time, i already wanna be married with a house and kids and be already established in a career. so i was thinking about all this and i think that after i get my masters in a few months, it's time to make big moves. over the past few days, i've been doing some research. i found TONS of jobs out west that i can actually do! jobs that only require that you have a master's in biology (experience is not required), so my hopes are really up right now. i think i'm going to start applying for those jobs around March. and hopefully by this time next year, i can be long gone from atlanta, georgia. i really only came back in 2007 to finish up school. i did plan on going to medical school here and working in the area, but atlanta wasn't as cracked up and great as i remember it being. i'm ready to peace out of this lame ass place. start fresh somewhere else. and the possibilities are really exciting to me.

so hopefully by this time next year, i'll be blogging in a new state and happy to be working in the science field and not being in school anymore. being a career student just isn't for me.

i'm 26. i'm a virgin. but again, i'm 26. i've wanted a family for a really long time. i come from a really big family. both my grandparents had over 10 kids a piece, i'm one of 11 kids. i want to have kids too. and if i don't get to have 10, that's fine too, i just want some. and i'm tired of meeting these loser "boys". i need to meet a good "man". these boys around here, especially georgia, are kinda wack. so are these old ass men that keep trying to holla. out west, i'll be looking for a 30+, mature man with a job (with benefits), car, his own place (house, not apt...30 is too old not to have your own house). i just can't deal with the immaturity these young dudes bring to relationships. and i can't have ex drama. as soon as i know of ex issues, i'm out. i can't do it.

but anyway, i've been working on revamping my resume to add by B.S. and then my M.S. and...i cannot tell you how EXCITED i am about finally getting to New Mexico and moving on. i'm only gonna renew my lease for 6 months in april and not for the typical year because i'm really not planning on being here. which means that packing now wouldn't entirely be out of the question.

well anyway, i've been enjoying my labor day weekend. i got quite a few things done. got a HELLUVA LOT of sleep. it's been a good weekend. hopefully next weekend will be just as awesome.

ok, gonna do some more cleaning then get some more sleep. peace y'all.

-jennifer

i was talking to sam the other day about that dude that's always dancing in downtown atlanta at five points. i was telling her that i hadn't seen him in months and lo and behold, she saw him the very next day! just gettting down. this is my absolute favorite video of him on youtube. i couldn't find any newer ones since the last time i looked, but this is still my favorite. he always hangs out right in front of the Sports Profile at the 5 Points Marta Station and he just kills it. i laughed so hard just now watching this video. everytime i see it, i bust my gut. anyway, here it is.



then i found this video on youtube. it's not that dude that is always dancing downtown, but this shit in this video happens every single day in downtown atlanta. this video was shot right down the street from georgia state, going towards aderhold. this video is hilarious.



lol, i love how in the beginning of this video when the crackhead first starts to dance, the cameraman says "just the good foot, just the good foot". lol! H.A.M.

bye!

-jenn

i've been rediscovering rachel ray's "$40 a day". me and sam used to watch this show on the weekends and during the summer at my apartment in charlotte. i really really really miss those times. but it comes on twice a day now on the travel channel. me and sam both can't stand the woman, she's so corny. she uses these made up words ("yum-o") and has this stupid ass laugh. and the number one pet peeve that i can't stand about her is that whenever they give her a lemon on the side of her glass of water or on the side of her plate with her fish, she ALWAYS!!!!! uses it!!! come on rachel! everytime?!?! it doesn't need to be used every time. she'll squeeze it in her water and on her fish. she's such a ho.

anyway, that got me to thinking about what chris rock said about her and that in turn got me thinking about torrey's little crush on her. here's the clip. its really bootleg, but its the only one i could find.



-jennifer

You know how a boxer keeps getting hit & they get hit 1 hard time and never fully recover from it? They keep trying to stand until they just lay down/give up.

I said once before that i wanted to have sex with a handful of people, but after thinking about it for a bit, i would be perfectly fine with just 1.

Well its official. I am now an Ordained Minister who can legally perform weddings and marriages throughout the U.S. How awesome and random is that? But its true

i have lived in a:

-house
-apartment
-duplex
-trailer home
-efficiency
-hotel
-car
-with family members
-foster home
-been homeless

i have lived in:
-germany
-texas
-arizona
-florida
-north carolina
-south carolina
-massachusetts
-georgia

my brothers are:
-israel
-c.j.
-alan
-josh
-t.j.
-mikey
-landon

my sisters are:
-jevonne
-sam
-katrina

i've had a few boyfriends:
-daniel
-lamar
-torrey
-lance

just thought i'd make some lists today.

my next list is gonna look like this:
-new mexico
-big effing house
-rich, handsome, doctor husband
-dog
-parrott
-nice sports car that goes from 1 mph - 60 mph in 2 seconds flat
-friends

of course, i want to add on to that list.

my next blog is gonna be a list of qualities that are in my perfect man...the one that's waiting on me to find him. i will one day. soon i hope.

-jenn

i don't think i'm gonna block my blog after all. i'll just be more ambiguous about my identity (not so much for others, especially people who want to act the fuck up). i've deleted my profile picture and i'll stop using my name.

also, i think i'll take a little hiatus from posting new blogs for a while. i need to take a breather.

so until then...

-jennifer

kids LOOOOOOOOVE chicken nuggets. and that's a fact! if they're under 5, they love chicken nuggets.

Daaaaaammnnn!!! I've never had this many random readers on my blog before. Uh, i'm thinkng this is going private effective really soon. Ok!

and i know i said i wouldn't mention this incident again, but i forgot one thing...

lance had just told me a couple of days ago how our exes were playing too big a role in our relationship. how our exes were ruining our relationship. lmfao!! boy was he right!! but only on his part, not at all on my part. so what...torrey left a couple messages on my blog that were a bit iffy, but this asshole was sending his ex emails confessing his deep love for her. what nerve!! lol. wow. he talked about how we need to not let our exes interfere with the relationship that he and i were building. i'm sorry, but he's one of the most selfish people i have ever met in my life. there, i'm done (hopefully!). just one time, one time i want this crap to happen to him, i really do. i want him to see how it feels. it sucks. what goes around comes around. i am a full believer in karma. ok, i'm done!

ttywigb.

-jenn

so vickey knows my situation now. that's embarassing cause vickey has a big mouth. she likes to tell people that have no business knowing my business, my business. but she asked about him and how he was doing and i had to tell her about his indiscretions with his ex. she was like, "wow, i thought he was the best of all your boyfriends. looks like he was the worst. or the second worst. we both know who the worst was." then she told me that i spend way too much time with my boyfriends and that in the future i need to give them less access to me. i guess i kinda agree with that. with every single one of my boyfriends, we always spend sooo much time together. i need to stop letting guys spend the night all the time and not come over to my place. we need to meet up somewhere if we want to hang out and, surprisingly, this is some advice that i will actually take from vickey in the future. she said i needed to be single for a long time and that i just jump into relationships. this is true also. it's just my pattern. i like the companionship. i like being with someone and having someone want me that i want back. but for real for real this time, i really do want to stay single for a while. and she said i needed to just date around more and not jump into a relationship too fast. but i actually did that with torrey and my most recent ex (i won't mention his name again). i talked to them for some weeks before i made it official, but i suppose it needs to be longer than that. she told me how black men are so coniving. true again. she told me i needed to not date a black man and get with another race. i think i should try that. black dudes ain't bout shit. well, most of them, i can't say all. hell, i need to drop men all together and get a girlfriend. but those bitches probably do the same thing as guys do. *sigh*

ok, back to sleep. i slept for the first time (after i wrote the previous blog) since yesterday's episode with my ex. sleep does a hell of a lot of good. i feel scores better than i did since yesterday and for the first time since then, i know i'm gonna be just fine.

ok, gonna take a nap then do some homework. ttyl.

-jenn

so i've been thinking a lot about having sex with a virgin lately. i think that two people giving up their virginities would probably be really lame in theory, but it SOUNDS really nice, doesn't it? two people who have never ever been intimate with any other person, wanting to share something that close for the first time together. i think that sounds really special.

every year i say i want to not be a virgin by the end of the year, but it never works. i think i've told myself that since i was like 21 or 22, but i just can never do it. the thing is, i'm going to be 26 on my next birthday (daaaamn!!! for reals?!?!) and i really, truly don't need to be a 26 year old virgin, i mean, look at me. i'm sexy, come on (in the words of mikeharris from mediatakeout which i am now becoming obsessed with).

on another note...the other day i realized something. i realized that the entire time that i was with lamar, my hair did not want to grow at all! i was so stressed being with him, my hair fell out a couple times when i was stressing over him. it wasn't good. but when i got with torrey, it really started to grow. and even after torrey, it's still growing. i just needed to get away from lamar. he was my hair's bad luck charm. i cut some bangs back in february and my bangs grew back out real quick. my hair is just getting longer and longer every day and i'm loving it!

sam and vickey and landon are in charlotte right now visiting josh and the baby. i am so jealous! well that'll be me in a couple weeks. and i am so excited to see her.

ok, gotta go.

ttywigb (figure it out)

-jennifer

i heard this song for the first time yesterday and...yeah...



Hmm...hmm...mmm...mmm...

Tonight is the night
That you make me a woman, mmm...
You said you’ll be gentle with me
And I-I hope you will, mmm...mmm...

I’m nervous and I’m tremblin’
Waitin’ for you to walk in
I’m tryin’ hard to relax
But I just can’t keep still, no

I can hear your car door slammin’
I wanna play big girl and put on a sexy smile
But I know so little about what love is
I just can’t help actin’ like a child

You’re knockin’ on my door and you’re ringin’ my bell
Hope you’re not impatient after waiting so very long
A whole year I put you off with my silly hang-ups
And we’re both old enough to know right from wrong

Tonight is the night
That you make me a woman, mmm...
You said you’ll be gentle with me
And I-I hope you will, hmm...mmm...
I’m nervous and I’m tremblin’
Waitin’ for you to walk in
Tryin’ hard to relax
But I just can’t keep still

Mmm...hey, baby
Ho, ho, baby
Ho...yeah...yeah...

Oh, but what if my mama should come home early
And catch us doin’ what we’re doin’
Not only will I never live it down
But my whole family relationship it’ll all be ruined
But we’ve gone a little bit too far now
Oh, to turn around
So let’s just pray
That true love is what we’ve found

Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight

Ho, I’ll never forget tonight
No, no, I’ll never forget tonight
That’s when you make me feel real, mmm...hmm...
You make me feel real, real good
Oh...oh...whoa...oh...oh...whoa...whoa...
Yeah, and I wanna thank your love
Said I’ve got to thank your love
‘Cause you make me feel good
And I love you, baby
I love you and I know it
And I ain’t too proud to show it
‘Cause I love you, baby
And I need you, baby
I want you, my love, my love
My, my, my baby
I’ll never forget tonight
No, I’ll never forget tonight
‘Cause you make me feel good
And I love you, baby
You make me feel real good
And I love you, baby
‘Cause you gave me
Uh, uh, pure love, yeah
Uh, uh, uh, pure love
Said I like that, baby
Uh, uh, pure love
Said I need that, sugar
Uh-uh-uh, pure love
There’s nothin’ phony about it
Uh-uh, pure love


Your love I can’t do without it
Uh-uh-uh, pure love, ooh

I love him, I know it
I ain’t too proud to show it
I love him, I know it
I ain’t too proud to show it
I love him, I know it
I ain’t too proud to show it
I love him, I know it
And I ain’t too proud to show it

Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight
Mmm...mmm...mmm...

Thank you
Thank you


-Jennifer

i wanted to blog about something specific, but now i can't remember what it was about. wah wah wah!

-jennifer

so i have this thing about guys who date girls who are virgins. a lot of guys like to date virgins cause they think they're gonna be the first guy to get up in that...but you know what, i think it turns around and bites guys in the ass in the end. they get with these girls and think that they're gonna get in that vagina, but they end up falling in love and never ever getting to have sex with them and it drives them crazy.

they fall in love, but they never get to have sex with them, so they get stuck on them forever. forever they'll have this attraction or a piece of their heart with these virgins cause they never got to give them a piece of their penis. and that's what it is. i've never slept with a single boyfriend, but i'm sure they all will hold a place for me in their hearts cause really, without all the sex, you really get to know a person and you truly get to fall in love with someone. you don't get bogged down with all that sex business.

but anyway, i'm just saying that the relationships you have in life, those long ones where you never have sex with the other person, are the most meaningful ones i think. sex just messes stuff up. leave the sex to those chickenhead hood rats from around the way and leave the meaningful relationships to us virgins. but guys want both, and so do the virgins...eventually. but this is what happens, guys always mess up the meaningful relationship with the virgins cause they want the sex with the hoodrats. its so silly. boys are so silly, cause that's what they are...boys. boys who can't see what's important in life.

now i'm not talking about anyone in particular, but i guess out of all of my exes that i could apply this to, i suppose i would have to apply it to lamar the most. granted, we did date for over five years, so i suppose i can't really blame him for straying, but he didn't have to lead me on for so long as if he weren't straying. as if i was the only one. but i've moved on to bigger and better things, so i won't sweat that right now.

what made me write about this though, was a book i was reading i think, i can't really remember. but i knew i had to say something about it.

it's good to be a virgin. we're the good guys. we get to stay alive at the end of scary movies. how can you hate us?

-jenny

You ever had a kiss soo hot you just had to say DAAAAAAMMMMNNNN! Those are always good right? I hadn't had one of those in a while...but i had one yesterday :-D

Over the past year or so, i've realized that i'm REALLY INTO facial hair on men. The more the better. I'm into that rugged, masculine look. Beards and mustaches

i'm so unlucky :-(

I'm starting to feel really depressed today :(

this is gonna be a long ass week.

-jennifer

And my babies would be really good looking...obviously!

and b-t-dubs...i misspelled my new niece's name. her name is spelled "Channel Nashae Anderson". i suppose Channel Anderson isn't that bad. awww. so precious. i want one of those things...one day...soon. i know i'd be a really good mom.

-jenny

so this is my beautiful beautiful new neice. her name is shanelle nashae anderson. it's ghetto as hell, the mother came up with the name, not my brother. it's josh's new daughter. she's so cute. vickey and sam are gonna go to charlotte this weekend to see her. i can't. i have class and work. i'm gonna try to go to charlotte in august to see her.

-jenn

I feel like i need more in my life right now. I don't exactly know what... but something more.

This is so lame, i can't even sleep at night anymore now that i started full time at night. I try so hard, but i can't. Waaah!

this....right here....is my....jam.

with soulja boy's ugly ass.

me and sam were getting down to this song today...



so i read, or listened to precious, the actual book. it was insane! it was sooo disturbing. i have to go now, but i will write about it later. ttyl.

-jennifer

For reals bro? For reals?

Sometimes, i just want to scream until my throat bleeds. This is one of those times.

I'M A VERY BEAUTIFUL WOMAN! thats all i wanted to say.

I officially go full time tomorrow. Gotta start paying for this new car i bought. Next, i want LASIK eye surgery then after that, a house...but not in Georgia!

So he told me that he hasn't gotten me flowers yet cause i haven't had sex with him yet. What a fucking tool. Damn porch monkey is acting the fck up. Whatevs.

I'm running on adrenaline right now. Its been waay too long since i've slept. FML.

I always blog a lot in the summer and during Christmas break cause i don't have anything else to do! But i'm about to go full time at the bank so bye-bye blog.

One day i'm gonna get my Beyonce weave on. All roight!!

I REALLY think there's something wrong with my brain--like for real. I need it to be scanned. That would just be icing on the cake.

Sex in the New Mexico desert would be VERY interesting. Definitely one of the first things on my "To Do List".

I want to end up with someone who's gonna make me laugh and who's gonna chase/hunt aliens with me in the desert when we get old. Wouldn't that just be perfect?

This road trip to New Mexico needs to happen REALLY soon. It would be so beautiful driving all the way out there, watching the sun set on that western horizon.

My trust in men is completely shot. How can you trust them? They're all the same. They're all after the same stuff and they all lie. They're all the same :(

I want a microscope. Like a real heavy duty microscope. I wanna look at all kinds of stuff. I need to do some research on whats the best one to get.

I've been having really bad headaches everyday and laughing/giggling really hard almost every night in my sleep. I'm gonna get my brain scanned for a tumor :-/

I think today is gonna be really productive. I hope so anyway. Got lots to do. The more i unpack, the more memories i unpack from Charlotte. Some good some bad

So i got this tattoo on my finger. Most PAINFUL one yet. I'm having second thoughts about #'s 5 & 6 on my feet (bulls). I can already imagine :-/

damn, i shoulda cropped some of those huh? oh wells.

-jenn

here are some more pics i like. i'm gonna have to upload the whole collection onto facebook soon.






-jenny

so i just turned 25. a few weeks ago, me and sam were walking through the underground. apparently, one of her coworkers was there and saw us and came up to her the next day and told her that she saw sam at the underground with her little sister.

i get that all the time. so this pic of me is from spring break and i just look...like i'm not a 25 year old woman. i was at this sushi place with vickey and landon and sam the other day and vickey ordered a margarita and when the waitress brought it to the table, i grabbed vickey's drink and took a sip and the waitress started looking at me all cross eyed and said "ma'am, i hope you're 21". i looked at that bitch right back cross eyed and told her "bitch, i'm 25." ok, i didn't say all that, but i was thinking it. and vickey was like, "that's my daughter, she's 25. i wouldn't let her drink it if she wasn't 21." the waitress giggled then left. what a ho fa sho. but i ain't mad at her. she said i looked 17. i'll take it. hell, i'm 25. i'm getting at the age where it's not really annoying anymore, but a compliment.

anyway, here's the pic.




it was spring break and i had just finished washing my hair and its getting to the length now where it won't fro out when i wash it and blow dry it, it just kinda lays down. anyway, this is after i blow dried it and was about to straighten it...that's why it's lookin all kinds of crazy. but i think i may make this my new facebook pic. i really like it. it's so goofy.

ok, i'm gonna go take a nap before work. bye bye.

-jenny "what in the effing fuck!!" jenn jenn

As you go through a relationship, at some point you get the feeling that you want to be intimate--and i NEVER get that feeling. Which is why I'm getting therapy

If i could, i would eat hot wings every single day of my life. They definitely need to be at my wedding. I'm just hood like that.

Its 4:22 pm.

WHAT?! He said i need to take anger management classes. And he was serious! Boy stop! I'm just a Taurus. Thats why i'm getting a tattoo of a bull on each foot.

So i can't stop thinking about Torrey since i saw him on Tuesday after the comedy show. It was bittersweet. Ok, i'm done now. I won't mention it again. 'Night.

I'll be 25 in exactly one week from today. Still haven't gotten it on, but thats ok. I've been through SOO much in 25 years, yet not enough. To be continued...

It was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY good to see him. I miss him. I want him in my life again. I just want to be friends, but i want him back

Its 4 something in the morning, i'm at work, my head is banging, and i just want to go home and go to bed. New tattoos (3) in about 3-4 weeks. I'm excited. Ttyl

You won't see me cry. You won't even see me break a sweat -cause bitch i'm BAD!

I don't cry. I'm not a cryer. Its not what i do.

yooooo blogger!! waddup?!?

so i haven't really logged onto a computer and blogged in a while. i do these short 160 character blurbs from my phone, but that's about it. i think it's about time for an update. i have a lot to talk about, so i'm gonna make a little list right quick before i forget.

1.) the video i'm in love with right now
2.) my apartment
3.) light skinned dudes (precious)
4.) stalking people
5.) deal or no deal and wendy williams addiction
6.) my spring break tattoos
7.) school
8.) family
9.) birthday
10.) sex
11.) my hair!!!
12.) words and phrases i'm wearing out right now
13.) patron


1.) the video i'm in love with right now:
so right now, i'm in love with ludacris and nicki minaj's video "my chick bad". that shit is hot. i'm afraid i'm turning so hood, but whatevs. the "whatevs" always takes my hood-ness down a notch, lol. but yeah, i love the video. here it is and the lyrics:



"My Chick Bad" Lyrics
(CHORUS)
My chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my my chick bad, better better than yours
My my chick bad, better better than yours

(Ludacris Verse 1)
Listen!
I'm saying my chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could,
My chick bad, better than yours,
My chick do stuff that i cant even put in words,
Her swagga don't stop, her body won't quit,
So fool pipe down, you ain't talkin' bout shit,
My chick bad, tell me if you've seen her,
She always bring the racket like Venus & Serena,
All white top, all white belt and all white jeans,
Body looking like milk,
No time for games, she's full grown,
My chick bad, tell your chick to go home!

(CHORUS)
My chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my my chick bad, better better than yours
My my chick bad, better better than yours

(Ludacris Verse 2)
Now your girl might be sick but my girl sicker,
She rides that dick and she handles her liquor,
I knock a bitch out aaaand fight,
Comin' out swingin' like Tiger Woods's wife,
Yeah she can get a lil' hasty,
Chicks better cover up their chests like pasty's
Couple girlfriends and they all a lil' crazy,
Comin down the street like a prarade, macy's
(WOOOOOH!)
I fill her up, Balloons!
Test her and guns get drawn like cartoons,
DOH!
But I ain't talk about Homer,
Chick so bad the whole crew wanna bone her!

(CHORUS)
My chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my my chick bad, better better than yours
My my chick bad, better better than yours

(Nicki Minaj Verse)
Now will these bitches wanna try and be my bestie,
But I take a left and leave 'em hangin like a testi.
Trash talk to 'em, then I put 'em in a hefty!
Running down the court,
I'm dunkin on them - Lisa leslie
Its going down - basement,
Friday the 13th, guess whos playing Jason,
Tuck yourself in, you better hold on to ya teddy,
It's nightmare on elm street and guess who's playing Freddy?
(SCREAMMMMMMMM)
(My chick bad)
Chef cooking for me,
They say my shoe came crazy,
The mental Asylum looking for me,
You a rookie to me,
I'm in that wam bam purple lam, damn bitch you been a fan!

(CHORUS)
My chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, my chick hood,
My chick do stuff that yo' chick wish she could
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my chick bad, better, better than yours
My my my chick bad, better better than yours
My my chick bad, better better than yours

LUDA!!! DTP!!
And when we're all alone,
I might just tip her,
She slides down the pole,
Like a certified stripper.....(4x)


2.) my apartment:
so my apartment is going great. i love it. love the privacy. it was definitely missed. still have a ton of unpacking to do. i'm so busy with school and work and volunteering, but sam is coming over tonight to help out a little. that girl is my ride or die. so hopefully we can get a lot of work done. darnell is gonna be in town all next week. i'm kinda excited cause he's kinda a ride or die too. i hadn't seen him in years, since i lived in charlotte. he's been in atlanta a few times, but i've always been too busy to meet up with him, but now that i have my own place, it should be a little easier. i'm excited to see him. i can't wait.


3.) light skinned dudes (precious):
ok, so i recently saw precious. it was fantastic. i loved it. she kept on talking about how great it would be to have a light skinned boyfriend. NOT!!! she had it all backwards. but i must say, lately, there's been a ton of light skinned dudes tryin to holla. more than i usually get. it's interesting. i'm not really interested in dating a light skinned dude, but its fun to have them holla.

4.) stalking people:
so i spent the past several hours, and i'm not even joking when i say "several" hours, stalking people online. i found a couple of awesome websites where you can find out all kinds of info about people. so i looked up family, people from my past, people from my present...i even tried looking up myself, but there are waaaay too many people with my name, i didn't find a whole lot on myself, which may or may not be a good thing. i'm a firm believer in googling guys i'm interested in dating. i highly encourage it. needless to say, i found out a lot of interesting things tonight ;-)

5.) deal or no deal and wendy williams addiction:
so i have a dvr and i've been recording every episode of wendy williams ("How YOU doin!") and Deal or no Deal. I'm addicted. it's so sad. i really wish deal or no deal was still around. i'd love to go on that show.

6.) my spring break tattoos:
so i didn't get my two tattoos that i wanted to get over the break. a couple of people who i won't name here talked me out of it, but fuck them! it's my body. i think if i meet up with darnell next week, i may get them then. i really want them! i shouldn't have let those fools talk me out of it.

7.) school:
school is going great. i love it. i love being in school. i'm doing great things. still got a little while to go though, but i'll be ending up with fat paychecks, so, i can't be mad at that.

8.) family:
family is really good right now. alan is still in korea, supposed to be coming home one of these days, but hopefully not before i get to go over there and visit for a while. cj is in afghanistan. my brother tj turned 18 in october, so now he gets his monthly $1,000 checks (from his lead poisoining as a baby) and has his own place in southern florida. i'm definitaly gonna have to go stay with him for a while whenever i get a chance to get down there. my brother (ok, sister) katrina is a full blown lesbian. we all knew she would be. she started young, you could really tell early on. but she looks like and dresses like a dude and always has. i love that girl though, but she won't be giving me any nieces or nephews :-( that's ok though, i still have 9 other brothers and sisters that will (and already have). she's going into the military after she graduates this year (or is it next year). i'm happy for her. mikey is in middle school i think. sam is in her second semester here at georgia state. she's doing really well. she works at a coffee shop at the airport and got promoted to a manager after being there for like three weeks (yep, she takes after me), so i'm proud of her too. like i said, that's my ride or die. she's planning on taking summer classes this summer like me. my brother israel is...israel, nothing new. landon has been acting up as usual and got switched to a harsher school that will act on his behavior more and discipline him more. jevonne had a baby girl in october. i'm proud of her. she's so cute too. josh got some girl pregnant--i saved the best for last. supposedly he's gonna have twin girls. oh lawd!! the girl and her mother are allegedly pushing josh to marry her, but he doesn't want her. she was just a jump off--ouch! my parents are ok. vickey was in a car accident a few weeks ago and broke her foot. she's so silly. she has this cast and crutches and has been out of work. she goes back in like 4 weeks though when the cast comes off. that's all that's new with my fam.

9.) birthday:
i'll be 25 next month. vickey will be 50 and i'll be 25. we were born 7 days - one week - apart, so we're gonna have a party the weekend between our two birthdays--supposedly. we'll see how that goes. how do i feel about turning 25? well i'm still a virgin (!!) so i'm (!!). yay, let's see if i can go 25 more, lol. NOT!!

10.) sex:
yeah, still a virgin.

11.) my hair!!!:
so my hair---it's doing it! my hair is just growing and growing. i never ever ever thought my hair would ever get this long and its just getting longer and longer. i love it. i don't know what was going on in middle school and high school, but my brain finally got the message out to let my hair grow and it is doing it! so i can't wait to see how long it's gonna get. the longer it gets, the less i want to cut it.

12.) words and phrases i'm wearing out right now:
there are several terms i'm overusing right now. it's ridiculous. here they are:
a) all roight!; b) ok!; c) you ain't right; d) i'll have to ttyl; e) you ain't talkin bout nothing, so i'm bout to go (yeah, an oldie but a goodie); f) girl stop!; g) boy stop!

13.) patron:
yep, tried patron for the first time. still have some in my room. it's not as fantastic as they say, but it's ok.

ok, so i'm done now. it was good to get all this out. i need to start blogging - from my computer- more often. i find i have a lot more to say than a 160 character text will allow me to do sometimes. i need to post more pictures too. ok, going to bed now. have a full day of class tomorrow. bye-bye.

jenny "damn, i need to watch superbad again cause i can't think of a quote" jenn jenn

psyche...

jenny "seth: i am truly jealous that you got to suck on those (tits) as a baby. evan: yeah, well at least you got to suck on your dad's dick." jenn jenn

With each new relationship, i seem to push the envelope (sexually). I push myself and my actions further and further. Someday, it'll (sex) happen but with who?

So theres two more tattoos i wanna get. I'll get them during Spring Break then post the pics. One is going on my finger and the other is going on my wrist :-)

I just don't think i'm meant to have sex. I'm almost 25 and i still haven't had sex. I don't WANT sex. I don't CRAVE sex. Maybe i just haven't found "The One".

Well, the lease has been signed, got my keys, got appointment for the cable/internet. Just need to move my stuff this weekend now. I'm so excited right now.

So i hit a snag with the apartment, but should be making the big move before this month is over. The cost of living in Atlanta is a bit higher than in Charlotte

All i can say is...God is really trying to look out for ya girl right about now and i LOVE it! I'm happy. I'm making moves. I'm doing the damn thang baby!

I'm moving into this 1 bedroom apartment alone in 2 weeks. Its about time. I'm gonna be 25 in 3 months, too old to be living with Vickey. Hallelujah! Can't wait

I havent blogged in over 2 weeks.Life is good.Im working on my masters.So far so good.Only 1 hard class so far but im gonna rock that bitch cause thats how i do

its 2010. this may be my year. i'm feeling pretty good about it.

So i graduated last monday (Dec. 14) and i finally got accepted into GSU's masters bio program. I'm good right now. I plan on posting some grad pics soon. Later

on a good note: i graduate in three days (monday!!!)

on a bad note: i got DFACSS called on me (social services)...long story. they want to meet with me and talk to me...coincidently this is supposed to happen on monday too (yeah, the same monday i'm graduating) but guess what bitch??? DFACSS ain't gonna be seeing me monday! i got more important shit going on. my family is gonna be here and i am gonna be looking forward to graduating so oh well for them, they're just S-O-L. i'm gonna have to catch up with them next time.

my mom or my brothers aren't coming anymore. that's another long story. i think only my brother josh is coming...if even that. and my cousin mane and her two kids and my dad and mattie. those are the only definites that are coming. ain't that sad?? and i invited soo many more people. whatevs. i have never asked my mother for anything in my almost 25 years on this earth, except to come to my graduation. i will never ask her for anything again.

but overall, i feel good.

ttyl
-jenn

I hate the sound of two people having sex in the next room. When i'm lying in bed with my boyfriend, its like 'Ha, listen to what you're not getting.' :(

yoooooooo!!!!! it's ya baby girl jenn! lol.

whaddup y'all. so there's been a lot going on. me and torrey decided to see other people and when i see me and torrey, i mean me. me and torrey were lacking something, so i wanted to try something new.

so having said that...i've been talking to this dude. the one i was talking about before. he's riche's boyfriend's best friend. so, i don't want to talk about a lot of details cause i know torrey still reads my blog and he just don't need to know all that.

so on our second date, we go to see 2012. he had already seen it, but he knew that i wanted to see it, so he decided to see it again. that was sweet. and he actually opens the door for me when i get in and get out. that's sweet too. this guy is weird cause he talks like a white dude, but he dresses and acts like a black dude. and not just a black dude, but a nigga...lol. at times anyway. he can be kinda thuggy. so we go see 2012 and then afterward, we were gonna go get something to eat. but we pass by this strip club and he says this is the one he and riche's boyfriend always go to and if i had ever been. i said no, but that i had always wanted to go. so we go!!!

all i can say is..."oh my sweet jesus". i could not believe what was happening. so we go in and immediately, i see ass, titties, thighs, hips. we went to a black strip club in decatur called pinups. this was actually the one me and torrey passed by a lot when he lived in clarkston and we had talked about going to on numerous occassions. so me and this dude go. his name is lance. so me and lance go in and theres ass and titties everywhere. i go to the bar, get a martini so i can get some singles for the girls, and we go and sit down near the stage. we just see all these thick black girls walking by naked. and he tells me that we can get lap dances that last for one song for $5. so during the night, we both get SEVERAL lap dances. oh my god! it was crazy. i loved it! the first girl that danced on me was kinda wack. she kept smiling at me and bending over and putting her ass all in my face. it was kinda freaky. when the first girl was dancing on me, i was the only chick in the club getting a lap dance and the dj was talking about us and making comments. i forgot what he said, but he was soooo funny. he was making funny comments all night. but i really liked the second girl cause she was interactive. she was dancing on me and touching me. she was grabbing my ass and touching my breasts and was stroking my hoo-hoo. it was so much fun though. they were definitely giving me more with my lap dances than with lance. you're not supposed to touch them, but they didn't really care. i smacked one girl's ass. lol, oh my god, i will never forget that. it was definitely an experience.

i will definitely be doing that again. i was all tipsy when i left and just smelling like cigarette smoke all over. there was this one indian dude in there that was getting a lap dance and this black dude was bent over in front of him and he was just feeling on her hips and thicks and staring at her ass. it was hilarious. there were so many creeps in there. one dude was getting this lap dance for well over an hour from the same girl. that was funny too.

so i don't like going to a club club, but i do enjoy the strip club. that's gonna be my new thing to do.

ok, that's enough of that. there's this dude in my applied micro class that's 35 and 6'6 that likes me. i'm 5'3, so whenever we walk next to each other...it's a sight to see. he can see every part of the top of my head. it's cute. i like tall dudes. we go to starbucks together sometimes and its always weird for me walking next to him cause he's so tall.

but i'm enjoying this dating around thing. i'm definitely looking for anything serious at all. i'm just having a good time doing what i do.

torrey thinks he's so slick. he went out with some girl twice and didn't tell me so i would feel guilty about going out. i didn't find out till a couple of days ago that he's been trying to talk to other girls when he made it seem like he wasn't. so i'm not gonna share stuff with him, and i'm not really gonna write about much here, but i'm gonna have fun. torrey started this blog saying he wasn't really heartbroken about us breaking up or stressing over it when i've seen the exact opposite of that. but whatever, i'm not gonna stress over him. i'm 24 and i'm gonna act like a 24 year old.

ok, well i'm done for now. i'll ttyl.

jenny

So i will be taking a break from blogging for a while as i go through some personal changes. Peace out.

This funk definitely has something to do with my failed attempt at...FML.

I'm sad. I'm depressed. I'm unhappy. I feel like crap. I'm hopeless. I deserve more. I want more. I'm in need. I'm missing something. Fuck--now i'm sleepy. Bye.

I feel so hopeless and depressed right now. I just feel like shit.

so i thought i was gonna do it. i was talking a lot of shit. i had psyched myself up to do it, but then when it came down to it...i was scared shitless. i lost my f-in nerve man! i can't believe it! i got in the car, i got there...all the steps were leading up to what i thought would happen, but i was just soooo scared. FML.

well like i always say, everything happens for a reason. there's this girl in my biochem class that i was just talking to about this on friday. we had this whole conversation about everything happening for a reason and it was an amazing conversation too. and just, pretty much all of my plans for this weekend had fallen through, but i can't be mad cause everything happens for a reason. there was a reason this happened or didn't happen. my time will come.

ok, having said that...i used to only attract black guys (usually dark skinned black guys at that...maybe that's where my fetish for dark skinned guys came from), but now, i get all kinds of dudes trying to holla. black, white, asian, hispanic. it's so weird. it's just like an all of a sudden thing too. everybody wants a piece and who am i to deny that to anybody. ok, so this is the order of guys now that try to holla:

1) black
2) asian
3) white
4) hispanic
5) other

so i think it's pretty interesting that asian dudes are #2 on that list. and i think it's even more interesting that hispanics came in under whites on the list. and even more interesting, waaaayy more light skinned dudes try to holla than dark skinned dudes now. it used to be the reverse of that, but not anymore. if i could change one thing about the list, it would be to have more dark skinned dudes holla, but i can't complain.

and a thing i do that i need to work on for the new year is this...ok, so i have manners and i know how to take a compliment. you know how when you're walking down the street and a dude says something like "hey beautiful, how you doin?". well when that happens, i naturally smile because, hello, i was just given a compliment. well with these dudes, they get encouraged when they see you smile and then pursue you harder. i have no interest in talking to one of those "everyday, extra-ordinary street niggas", ok! but i am a girl and i do get flattered when i'm complimented.

ok, now onto my halloween weekend. i took the weekend off from work. friday night, i actually went to Cinefest and saw "Drag Me to Hell" with Torrey. we were both on campus and i called him up and asked if he would come see it with me and so he did ;)
and so i went home and spent the next few hours cleaning. my brother josh and one of his friends was supposed to be coming up for sam's birthday, but that fell through. so me and sam went and got halloween costumes. she was a prisoner and i was amy winehouse..excuse me...amica winehouse. that was fun. on saturday, i spent the day with my friend sharon down in my old stomping grounds...riverdale/jonesboro. that was fun. we kinda just drove around all day and saw our old job (we worked together at value village in 03-04) and just reminisced all day. she took me to a friend of her's job. her friend was a lesbian and was talking about licking coochie and whatnot. it was weird, funny, it was a lot of things, but i had a good time. we went to this laundry mat in riverdale and the damn thing had an arcade, a big screen flat plasma tv, a pool table (only in riverdale). this short dark skinned dude tried to holla. i love my dark skinned dudes, but i don't love short ones. and so we went to ihop and we went to the dollar movies. i used to go to the dollar movies in fayetteville every weekend with sam. yesterday definitely brought back memories.

and so after that is when i dared to do what i thought i was gonna do. but as i already said...that didn't work out. i was supposed to go to riche's party and that didn't work out either. i still dressed up though. that was fun, and i was looking hot.

ok, well time to go clean and then study. ttyl bitches.

jenny jenn jenn

Am i really about to do what i think i'm about to do???? I think i am.

Normally, i would be at work right now, but i'm walking around downtown atlanta all alone trying to find some trouble to get into.

so here's the thing. i want to start dating other guys. i'm single now. i've been single for a while. me and torrey really started having problems i think starting this past summer, so i've basically been single since then.

but the thing is, i can't stop thinking about torrey. i don't think we're gonna work out in the end. we're just on two totally different pages and i don't want to put time and energy into something that won't work out in the end, but i can't stop thinking about him.

on another note, i was walking into work saturday night and there's this guy lying on a couch in the lounge. as soon as i walk in, he woke up and i asked him if he had a good nap. then he tells me to come here for a sec. he had seen me in the break room a few weeks back and wanted to talk to me but didn't get a chance. anyway, he's 31 and he gave me his number. he wants me to call him so he can take me out. he said we could just try one date and if i didn't like it, well at least i'd get a free meal out of it. and i've always been talking about getting together with an older man (finally!). but i don't know about that. i don't even know the dude. we'll see.

and there's this guy riche is trying to hook me up with. he's befriended me on facebook and struck up a introduction and a conversation with me. that's cool.

and then, well, i won't go on.

but the thing is, i can't stop thinking about torrey. but i must move on. but i'll feel kinda bad about moving on cause i know torrey is still in love with me and he's not moving on just yet. so, i don't know, should i put off with dating someone new until he starts dating someone new since i am the one who broke things off? that would be the right thing to do right?

and then i feel like it's not gonna work out with me and some other dude and by the time i realize that i need to be with torrey, he'll have already moved on.

anyway...ok, good night.

-jenny "hold him jimmy's brother" jenn jenn

Oh my god! The most glorious idea just came to me. I'm gonna make pot brownies next weekend! Oh thats gonna be so sweet. I don't have to work either...YES!

so i didn't make it to riche's game night cause i couldn't get off work. it was last friday night and i was supposed to meet that guy there. not like meet up with him or anything, just meet him for the first time. so since i didn't, i guess he's taking the iniative and requested my friendship on facebook. now, i've never talked to this dude, this whole thing was to be set up by riche.

so he finally put up pictures of himself and...he's ok.

pro: he has green eyes
con: he's light skinned

pro: i get to kiss someone new
con: i get to kiss someone new

pro: he's cute and has a great smile
con: he's a year and a half younger than me

so am i gonna go there? who knows. i think the most amount of time i've spent in between relationships is about two months. of course, i want it to be a lot longer this time around, but who know's how it'll all turn out.

i feel like in my relationship with torrey, i felt like the dude who was kinda like "whatevs" about the whole relationship and he was the girl who was always all emotional and feeling. i don't know, that's how i've felt in all of my relationships...more or less.

but i kind of do want to move on though. i can date around, i don't have to be serious with anyone. and this dude seems...experienced (sexually). so that's probably all it would end up being anyway. i wonder if riche even told him about my situation. actually, i wouldn't mind being with a few different guys. nothing long or serious. just having fun. i like the sound of that.

oh, so i found out that i'm graduating cum laude. it's not magnum or summa, but i'll take it. i got a 'c' in orgo 2 and a "c+' in calculus, so that's not bad. maybe i'll retake those two classes after i graduate to wipe those ugly things from my record. 'c's are for losers. and i ain't a loser. i'm a winner baby. i'm on my way to the top.

so i need to do two of my life goals...or start working on them anyways. i want to run a marathon and i want to go to an open mic and just freestyle. i need to start doing some research about what marathon i can run in and start training and i need to up my lyrical skills so i can go up on stage with my ish. i'm thinking i'll finish the marathon thing before the rapping thing. those are two so totally different goals, but hey, that's what i do boo.

i'm gonna end with my favorite song of all time. i had a quiz on facebook about me and one of the questions was: "what is my favorite song?" and of course i had a gavin degraw song as one of my choices, but guess what....WRONG!!! it ain't a gavin degraw song that's my favorite. it's this 1975 Queen song written by the lead singer Freddie Mercury who, interestingly, was actually a queen (he was gay) and he was like middle eastern or something. that kinda blew my mind. anyways, here's my favorite song of all time and the most geniously written song of all time. it's Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody".





by the way, the band 'the darkness' is like a late 90s, early 2000s knockoff of Queen. the darkness had a song out called "i believe in a thing called love" that sounded a lot like a lot of queen songs, especially like "bohemian rhapsody". i still love it though. here it is:



on that note...good night everybody. i love you. well some of you. maybe.

jenny "and take of that vest, you look like aladdin" jenn jenn

so this was my facebook status earlier this week and i got a few responses. the guys that i talked to about it won't admit it, but they know it's the truth. i asked my friend sanjay in my biochem class and he denied it too, but i know what the deal is. anyways, this was what it is:

ladies--if you are dating a guy and you two are not having sex, then you guys are JUST FRIENDS. You are NOT his girlfriend.

so i took my graduation pics...well i just needed to take some quick pics to send out with my invitations. i'm gonna take the "real" pics next month sometime when i get MY real cap and gown. i had to rent a cap and gown to use for the photos. but they did turn out really well. i'm very happy with them. i'm gonna scan and post them soon.

i registered to take the GRE next monday. i register for my first set of graduate classes tomorrow. i think i may take 5 classes in the spring. i can get this master's degree in just three semesters (spring, summer, and fall) which means i get fall of 2011 off and that summer off before i head to med school. bitchin' huh?

and since i'm graduating in less than two months, i've been thinking about this and i would really LOVE to take a week long vacation somewhere ALONE. maybe i'll go to Roswell, New Mexico. that would be so nice. actually, that would be REALLY nice. i need to look into that. a week in the desert alone in a hotel room. that would be so bitchin. i could fly out. actually, i don't care for flying anymore, so maybe i'll take a train out cause that's waaaay too long of a drive by myself. then rent a car when i'm down there and just relax.

ok, anyway, i'm going to work now. FML.

TTFN.

jenny "that's why you picked a dumb fucking fairy tale name" jenn jenn

I will say that 1 thing i didn't really like about torrey was that he wasn't a big cuddler, he needed his own space. I want a cuddler when i get serious again.

You know, this would have been the month of our 2 year anniversary. Neither one of us really knew when it started. Thats funny. It just kinda happened.

so he wants all or nothing from me. i can totally respect that, but that's not what i want anymore. i think he's pretty greedy for the all or nothing thing, but i can't be mad at what he wants. i had always been like that in relationships but now, i'm just like..."fuck the dumb shit".

jenny

so there were a lot of sweaty black girls at the gym class heroes concert and all i gotta say is:



that's right, it pretty much happened to me...kinda sorta. it was bad man. those girls were...

anyways, travis (the lead singer) kept on sweating and shaking his sweaty ass face and hair into the crowd and i got some of his damn sweat on my cheek and my f-in' lip! sam got sweat in her mouth...twice. but it was still a good show.

ok, i'm going to bed now. bye.

jenny

i mean seriously...

he wants to be in a committed, monogamous, exclusive relationship and i don't, so i guess he is wasting his time. and anyway, i have told him that i don't think he's "THE ONE" for me, which was probably a little mean, but it's just how i felt. ultimately, i don't think it'll work out in the end anyways, so whatevs...

ok, i'm done.

-jenny

i haven't blogged in several days.

i've been good. i can't complain. i bought my cap and gown. i got my invitations all set and ready to go. i'm taking some cap and gown pics tomorrow. i'm taking the GRE sometime next week (probably Thursday). I have two more months until graduation. I'm feeling good.

so here's the current situation with me and torrey. there is no situation. we had recently started hanging out again, but he seems to be tryiing to push the whole us being back in a relationship thing. but like i keep telling him, i don't want to be in a relationship like that with him right now. i mean, i enjoy hanging out, but for the first time in my life, i don't want to be in a relationship. i don't want to be exclusive. i just want to be single and play the field.

so the other day, torrey just assumed that we were together (because i had asked him about some condoms he had in his room and got mad about it). but i let him know that we weren't and he hasn't talked to me since. whatevs. like vickey LOVES to say..."fuck the dumb shit".

so torrey doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. he told me he's tired of wasting his time. whatevs! again, "fuck the dumb shit."

ok, i'm gonna go study now. peace out.

ohhhh, i need to post the gym class heroes pictures and video soon. the show was hot.

ok, bye.

jenny

I'm at the Gym Class Heroes concert with Whyte Shads :-)

geeze, i haven't blogged in a little minute.

so you all remember back in the day when you were in elementary school and middle school and it was school picture day. well what type of background did you always get? that's right...lasers!



well here's mine. this was the third grade and ya girl was looking goofy as hell. no wonder no boys liked me, lol. i didn't get the attention of the boys til about tenth grade.

and my teeth were all jacked up. as soon as those teeth fell out, my teeth grew back in straight and perfect. looking at these pictures, looks like i must have had some type of braces along the way, but nope...i'm all natural ;)

anyways, here it is:




thank god i grew out of that mess. damn!!!

jenny "mclovin, were you just violating that young girl?" jenn jenn

I have not gone to see a movie in months. After all these exams i have in 2 weeks, i'm gonna go. Probably alone, but i'm definately going ...to see something.

two things that just ain't right:




"can you feel me inside of you?" just the way she said it was soooo creepy.


and...



lol, "put it in me scott." that just ain't right. that was such a gay oven. i didn't even know ovens came in gay.