Ohh...i saw that dude dancing at 5 points but i had to get to work so i couldn't stop to record him. Damn! I'll get him next time though. He was hittin it too.

I'm gonna get a pedicure at some point this weekend. I've only had them a couple of times but i think i need/want one now. But other than that, life is good.

When i'm really tired like this, i just like to lie in bed with a guy and just fall asleep next to his big warm body. Guess i'll just go to bed alone this time.

Just ate a really awesome yellow apple, but i have no idea what kind it actually was. So big shout out to all those yellow apples out there...lol.

i love this pic by the way.

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just took a steaming hot shower. i'm feeling good and i'm heading to sleep.

it's gonna be another long ass week. but i need to make it do what it do.

i haven't called or texted torrey in days. i haven't seen him in days. i'm doing good.

-jenn jenn

damn. i've had this damn blog since i was 17 y'all! that's going on 8 years now. one day i'm gonna go back and read every single post i ever made. i've gone through a lot of changes. i've gone through jobs, cars, guys, houses, school, a lot of stuff man. i keep contemplating whether or not to get rid of this blog, but i don't have the nerve. there's just so much history in this thing. and i'd like to have a lot more history on here.

i want my marriage(s?), births, deaths, graduations, new jobs, new houses, new whatever on here. then towards the end of my life, i'll write an autobiography from it or something. or show it to my kids one day so they can see what i was going through at whatever point in my life.

ok, i gotta go take a nap. bye-bye.

-jenny

so, i was thinking....

life is sooo short. tomorrow is not promised for ANYBODY. you can be around one day all happy and healthy without a care in the world and be gone in an instant. so you really gotta do what makes you happy. you gotta go for what you like, what you love. you gotta tell the people that you love that you love them. if you want to be with someone, you need to tell them and try to get that going. if you want to be with someone, why are you wasting your time, your life doing anything besides trying to be with them? do you wait for that person to come around, but in the meantime have someone keeping your bed warm for you? i don't think so. use that extra energy that you're putting into sleeping with that random person and try to make something out of the relationship that you really want with "THE ONE", you know? because if you really want it, you can have it. you can work for it.

at the same time, life is too short for the bullshit too. you might want to be with someone or do something that makes you happy, but at what risk?

so what do you do?

*By the way, this isn't particularly about anyone, it's just a general thought i was having. I read waaaaay too many Sandra Brown and Danielle Steele books.*

-jennifer

I'm feeling really depressed again today and i have no idea why. Ok, gonna take a nap then do this biochem homework. TTYL.

I'm at work...eating chocolate cake...with buttercream! Why do people put buttercream on chocolate cake? It's too much!