well damn, maybe i am in love. at times, i feel like i wasn't ready to say it and at other times, i feel like i really am in love. who knows. i've been thinking about giving it up again.

torrey had a white girlfriend before me...just like lamar. so am i some kind of transition girl. what's the deal?

these braids are coming out in the next week or so. i'm ready for a wash.

my brothers josh and cj will be here this weekend. i need to find something for us to do.

riche broke up with her boyfriend of 4.5 years. i feel so bad for her, she's been crying and feeling terrible. i know exactly what she's going through. i felt bad for months, but i got over it. she will too.

i'm 22 and i'm finally getting my life back on track. i'm finally a sophomore and i'll be a junior by fall of next year. i'm so excited. i should graduate in fall of '09 or spring of '10. then off to medical school. i'm off to great things.

jennifer

i may have been a bit premature in saying "i love you" i think. like, i was feeling it when i said it, but i'm not sure if i'm in love just yet. i mean, i really really like this dude, but i think i may have been a little pressured to say it cause he had said it to me three times already. oh geeze louise.

jennifer

torrey spent the whole weekend with me...slept in my bed, held me. it was great.

he told me again, he loved me. he said he didn't care if i told him back, that he felt that way anyways.

a couple days later, i told him i loved him. and i do.

i'm in love again and it feels good.

jenny

i'm in love.

jenny