I will say that 1 thing i didn't really like about torrey was that he wasn't a big cuddler, he needed his own space. I want a cuddler when i get serious again.

You know, this would have been the month of our 2 year anniversary. Neither one of us really knew when it started. Thats funny. It just kinda happened.

so he wants all or nothing from me. i can totally respect that, but that's not what i want anymore. i think he's pretty greedy for the all or nothing thing, but i can't be mad at what he wants. i had always been like that in relationships but now, i'm just like..."fuck the dumb shit".

jenny

so there were a lot of sweaty black girls at the gym class heroes concert and all i gotta say is:



that's right, it pretty much happened to me...kinda sorta. it was bad man. those girls were...

anyways, travis (the lead singer) kept on sweating and shaking his sweaty ass face and hair into the crowd and i got some of his damn sweat on my cheek and my f-in' lip! sam got sweat in her mouth...twice. but it was still a good show.

ok, i'm going to bed now. bye.

jenny

i mean seriously...

he wants to be in a committed, monogamous, exclusive relationship and i don't, so i guess he is wasting his time. and anyway, i have told him that i don't think he's "THE ONE" for me, which was probably a little mean, but it's just how i felt. ultimately, i don't think it'll work out in the end anyways, so whatevs...

ok, i'm done.

-jenny

i haven't blogged in several days.

i've been good. i can't complain. i bought my cap and gown. i got my invitations all set and ready to go. i'm taking some cap and gown pics tomorrow. i'm taking the GRE sometime next week (probably Thursday). I have two more months until graduation. I'm feeling good.

so here's the current situation with me and torrey. there is no situation. we had recently started hanging out again, but he seems to be tryiing to push the whole us being back in a relationship thing. but like i keep telling him, i don't want to be in a relationship like that with him right now. i mean, i enjoy hanging out, but for the first time in my life, i don't want to be in a relationship. i don't want to be exclusive. i just want to be single and play the field.

so the other day, torrey just assumed that we were together (because i had asked him about some condoms he had in his room and got mad about it). but i let him know that we weren't and he hasn't talked to me since. whatevs. like vickey LOVES to say..."fuck the dumb shit".

so torrey doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. he told me he's tired of wasting his time. whatevs! again, "fuck the dumb shit."

ok, i'm gonna go study now. peace out.

ohhhh, i need to post the gym class heroes pictures and video soon. the show was hot.

ok, bye.

jenny