Woke up coughing/gagging this am. I couldn't breath for like 20 minutes! I was so scared! Made me think about life & how my loved ones would get along w/out me.

I'm gonna be 27 in six months and I've gotta get my shit together. For real.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. When am I gonna learn from my past mistakes? Hopefully soon otherwise I'll continue down this dead-end path.

It was EXTREMELY hard getting out of bed yesterday morning with his arm around me :( I always feel so good/wanted when I'm in his arms.

It's always 4:22. Go figure.