so my b-day has passed and gone. it was fun while it lasted. i had fun. we went to a comedy club. there was three comedians. for the most part, they were wack, except for the last dude. i forgot his name though. and then the host was tyler craig. he's that dude from comicview that always seems like he's drunk when he's on stage and he has those long dreds.



and after that, i went over to torrey's and chilled with him for the rest of the night. i had half a drink and i was sitting up there and just sipping on it for two hours. i was fine until i stood up. i was soo woozy from that half a drink. i'm usually not such a light weight. it takes a lot for me to get tipsy, but i guess i didn't have any food on my stomach, so...anyway. torrey had to pick me up. i usually drive over to his place, but he had to come get me. the moral of the story is: eat something when you drink alcohol.

i cannot wait for this semester to be over. one more week. finals are next week and then i have a week off before summer semester starts. then mcats are on august 15 for me. i was gonna make a trip to charlotte, but i don't think i'll have the time. i don't even know if i can go to sam's graduation in june. not enough time man.

i know, though, that at the end of this semester, which is at the end of next week, ya girl is gonna get fuuuucked up! josh was telling me how he had some bacardi 151 and that's straight alcohol. he said he just had two shots and got fucked up. and he drunk it straight up. you're supposed to mix that with some kind of juice or something, but he drunk it straight up. so i'm gonna have to get a bottle of that. and then i'm gonna get some of that dooby dooby doo. gonna smoke a nice joint. i smoked a joint once with xxxxxx and after i went to bed that night, i woke up and felt soooo thirsty. i went to the fridge and drunk two whole cans of soda. i hadn't been that thirsty in my life. the next day, i told xxxxxx that i had woken up in the middle of the night and drank two whole cans of soda and xxxxxx told me: "me too! i woke up and was soo thirsty, i drank these two two cans of soda that was by my bed." so apparently, it had something to do with the weed. anyway, come the end of next week, i get to cut loose. me and torrey are talking about getting a room. (just to chill in though, don't get it twisted). we're thinking about getting one for a couple of days and just wholing up in it and just relaxin. i want to go to one that has a pool and a jacuzzi though. but the thing with jacuzzis is, they usually have a ton of different bacteria. there are soo many different kinds of bacteria that live in jacuzzi water, it really is gross. you can catch so many different things from them, no matter how much chlorine they put in it. if i ever get into a jacuzzi, it'll be my own personal jacuzzi. you can get all kinds of skin diseases and rashes from jacuzzi water.

ever since i started studying all this biology, you see life in a different way. science is soo interesting. things that you never thought of before, you start looking at differently.

anyways, i gotta do something to this room. i'll holla.

jenny "we should be guiding his cock, not blocking it" jenn jenn

tomorrow is my b-day. i'm excited. i'll be 24. but when my birthday hits at midnight tonight, i'll be at work. how wack. i don't want to be at work, but it is what it is. but tomorrow when i get out of class, later that night vickey is gonna take me (and torrey) to some comedy club. it's gonna be fun.

i have been getting zero sleep lately. this is the toughest semester ever. i cannot wait until next week. it'll be sooo chillaxed. these past two weeks, i had eight papers due, five final exams, one in course exam, a lab notebook due...it's too "mauch". lol, i gotta bring that one back. gotta resurrect it.

i haven't been getting any sleep and apparently any food. i've been losing a lot of weight lately. if i keep this up, i'll be in the mid 90s by the end of may. i've always wanted to see if i can get under 100 lbs and it looks like i might. i just haven't had the time to eat lately. i've been waay too tired to eat.

anyways, my cousin is trying to set up a family reunion in september. should be interesting. i'm excited about it cause i don't really now my family and plus, i need a trip to florida. i haven't seen my mom in years. i keep telling her that i'll be down there soon, but i'm just too busy. but once they pick a date, i'm gonna try to drive down with sam and josh. we'll see. i'm supposed to have family in atlanta already, but i have no idea who they are.

so me and torrey are back together. i mean, come on...i'm me! what idiot wouldn't want to stick around?

i watch superbad at least three times a week. i have a problem.

ok. well i'm gonna try to squeeze in two hours of sleep before i have to go in to work. peace out.

jenny "fuck it. they should be sucking on my ballsack" jenn jenn

so i was thinking...this picture looks really familiar to me. i mean, it's me, but i think i've seen it somewhere else before.





and then it finally hit me yesterday, i know exactly where i saw this picture before.





and i actually took 30 minutes from study for tomorrow's orgo test to do this. lol, how wack.

jenny "then i'll cut off your stupid fucking face, throw it over mine, then by the alcohol myself!" jenn jenn

and one more for the road.

this song was on my mind for like a week a few weeks ago, just forgot to post it.

and one more for the road.

this song was on my mind for like a week a few weeks ago, just forgot to post it.

and just cause i love stacie orrico and i love this video...

i'm feeling this song right now...




Girl, you know I love you
No matter what you do
And I hope you understand me
Every word I say is true
‘Cause I love you

Baby, I'm thinkin' of you
Tryin' to be more of a man for you
And I don't have much riches
But we gonna see it through
‘Cause I love you

Ho...ho...ho...

Some men need lots of women
For their passions to feel
But I want only you, girl
If it's in, if it's in, if it's in God's will
‘Cause I, ‘cause I love you

I, I love you, baby
With all my heart and soul
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Love you
I need you
I want you
I need you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh your love makes me grow
stronger
It keeps goin' on, oh, baby
I'm glad I found you
I just love to be around you, oh, baby
You've been so good to me
Oh, baby
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Hmm, hmm
Hmm...hmm...mmm...
You know
One time things got so bad until
I had to go to one of my friends and talk to him
And I told him, I said, “You know
I'm having problems with the woman that I love
It seems that I call her on the phone and I just can't get her to
answer
And then I went to her house and I saw a car parked in the
driveway
I knocked on the door, but still my knocks went unanswered
And then I went home and I-I watched television until
television went off
And then I played my records until I just didn't want to hear
them anymore
And finally I went to bed, but I found myself waking up a few
hours later
And the tears were running down my face”
And my friend told me, he said, “Lenny,
You just oughta forget about her”
But I told my friend, I said, “You know
Maybe you've never been in love like I've been in love
And maybe you've never felt the things that I've felt”
But this is what I told my friend
I said, “You know, sometimes you get lonely
You get lonely, you get lonely”
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And I cry, I cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And the tears would fill up in the wells
In the wells of my eyes, baby
And then it got so bad, it got so bad
Till one time I thought I'd roll myself up in a big ol' ball and die
And then I met you, darlin'
And you smiled at me
Oh, oh, it was such a pretty smile, yes, it was
And you reached out your hand
You helped me (Helped), you helped me (Helped me), you
helped, oh
I'm glad, baby, I'm glad, baby
Oh, oh, oh, baby, ey, ey, ey
I won't ever leave you, baby
I won't ever grieve you, baby
I'm gonna love you, oh, oh, oh, baby
I'm glad, I'm glad, baby
Oh, oh, yeah, baby, oh, oh, oh
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, oh
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
I love you

"Are You Obsessed"

i gotta see it. looks really good. it comes out the weekend of my birthday, but i have to work :( i'm gonna have to wait some other time to see it. i have not been to the movies in a long time. i work four nights a week now and i have eight classes. i just don't have the time. sleep is so precious. you don't know what you have until its gone.

but yeah, i gotta see this movie. i don't get how girls go psycho over a guy where they want to hurt the guy or even the girl that the guy is with. it's like...it's not that serious. pack up and move on. i can't see myself fighting for a dude like that. too many other dudes out there.

so i applied for this internship for the summer. it's a "chemist intern" at some biotech company and i was one of like fifteen people chosen as a finalist for it. i hope i get it. i need some lab experience that's outside of school. plus it sounds like fun. working in a real lab for twenty hours a week. and it's a paid internship. pray for me.

the semester is almost over. i think we have like three more weeks or so. i cannot wait. after the semester is over, i have one week before maymester class begins. then one week after that before the regular summer session classes begin. during those weeks, i am gonna get so much sleep. i may go to charlotte during one of them...maybe both...but i do want to go see my mom soon. she's been asking about me.

i'm graduating in december and my mom is gonna come. i'm most excited about her coming. then my brothers israel, alan, josh, and landon will be there. tj, cj, mikey and katrina won't be there. i wanted all my brothers and sisters to show up, but that's not gonna happen. cj will probably be in afghanistan and tj, katrina, and mikey will be at home. sam is coming. my dad and mattie will be there. my cousin mane and maybe my aunt patricia will be there. vickey and james and landon are gonna be there. alan is coming from korea just to come, so that's cool. after i graduate, i'm gonna plan for us to go to this japanese restaurant in atlanta that i've been wanting to go to, or we'll go have drinks somewhere. i'm excited. i've worked so hard and its finally paying off.

i still haven't signed up to take my mcat. i want to take the one on august 6th. i just need to brush up on my physics. my physics suck.

i'm talking about a little of this and a little of that in this blog. i'm so bored right now. i have a five page paper to write tonight and an orgo quiz to be studying for right now, but i'm putting them off and trying to find everything else to do but them.

so me and torrey fell out again. he told me that if we couldn't be in some sort of sexual relationship, then we should just be friends. and hey, that's fine. i'm not one to buckle for a dude. i'm not gonna compromise what i do and do not feel like doing just for a dude. this is not the first time this has happened to me, and it won't be the last. i'm just gonna let them fall off my shoulder and keep it moving. i didn't want to talk about it, but what the hell. i haven't talked to him in almost a week. what do you say after someone tells you something like that? anyways, it is what it is.

i heard this kelly pickler song and it stuck. i hated the song, but loved the lyrics:

"Best Days Of Your Life":
'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you're already had the best days
The best days of your life

Ain't it a shame?
A shame that everytime you hear my name
Brought up in a casual conversation
You can't think straight

And ain't it sad?
You can forget about what we had
Take a look at her and do you like what you see?
Or do you wish it was me

CHORUS:
'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met to the very last night
And it's just too bad, you've alreasdy had the best days
The best days of you life

And does she know?
Know about the times you used to hold me
Wrapped me in your arms and how you told me
I'm the only one

I heard about
Yeah, someone told me once, when you were out
She went a little crazy ran her mouth about me
Ain't jealousy funny?

CHORUS

...with me was a fairytale love
I was head-over-heals 'til you threw away "us"
And it's just too bad you've, already had the best days
The best days of your life

I heard you're gonna gt married
Have a nice little family
Live out my dreams with someon new

But, I've been told that a cheater
Is always a cheater
I've got my pride, and she's got you...

'Cos I'll be there, in the back of your mind
From the day we met 'til you were making me cry
And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days
The best days of your life...

Of your life
Oh, oh, yeah
You're gonna think of me
You're gonna think of me in your life
Oh, oh, yeah
It's a shame, it's a shame...

those lyrics are deep.

i bought some guitar strings today and some guitar picks. one of my strings to my guitar broke. i gotta fix it. i wish i had some time to learn to play it. i'm working on it though. and my drums! i gotta get on that too. i know this dude who has been playing for like nine or ten years. he said he'd help me anytime i'd ask, so i need to hit him up...when i have time! time is my biggest enemy. i want to get started on the drums first, then i'll pick up the guitar.

josh is finally starting to pay me back my money. the first thing i'm gonna buy: a pole...a stripper pole. my room has way too much stuff in it, so i'm gonna put it right in the middle of the living room. it's gonna be so great. i can't wait to get pics of that. you can buy a portable pole for like $80 or $90 and they hold up to like 300 lbs. you snap it right into place and that's it. it's so cool. when sam gets here, i'm gonna get her to take this pole dancing class with me that they have downtown. nobody i know wants to pay the money for the class, so i'll just pay for me and sam to take it.

my phone charger broke, so after today, i'll be SOL on the celly for about a week. or whenever i have time to go get a new charger. the only three people who i ever really call or text are torrey, sam, and vickey...and in that order. now josh is slowly creeping his way up to number three.

did i mention that i don't like ultimatums? betta recognize.

i want to get another tattoo on my arm. i want it to cover my entire right upper arm. i don't know what i want it to be yet...maybe i'll get alan to design something for me. i want it to be colorful too. yeah, i think that's definately gonna be something i'm gonna be looking into getting before this year is out. i want it from my shoulder to my elbow. i'm thinking its gonna be a mirage of something. i want a taurus symbol...the bull...behind my left ear. maybe i'll get a DNA symbol on my inner right hip, or the medical staff (that stick with the two snakes symbolizing medicine). if i go to med school, i'll get the staff. if i stick with biology and do microbiology, i'll get the DNA. we'll see. i can point out to people: "here's the A-T hydrogen bonds; here's the G-C hydrogen bonds; here are the nitrogenos bases and the linking riboses and deoxyriboses and the pyridines and purines. here's where they attach, lose a water via condensation of the phosphate group,..." lol. i can imagine sitting there telling someone all about it.

i like to kiss. i like really slow kisses. i like soft, slow kisses. not too much tongue, but just enough. i like deep kisses too, but i think i'm starting to prefer the softer, slower ones. i like holding hands and just lying in bed and doing nothing. that's the beauty of virginity. it's really laid back.

so fuck you!

jenny "you don't want girls thinking you suck dick at fucking pussy" jenn jenn

i was listening to this cd in my car on my way home for work and this song is just sick. the video is even better. they're supposed to be coming to atlanta in august, so i may have to holla at that. sam will be here, so i'll drag her with me. i'm so glad she's coming here, now i can stop brining torrey to concerts with me. he be c-blockin'!

but for this song, the official music video is amazing, but then i had to post the live version cause brandon looks cute with his stache. torrey, take notes on that stache bruh.

so torrey is really mad at me right now. and its so stupid. ok, so here's what happened:

during my spring break, i bought him this poo log cause he's always telling me: "jenny, i took a huge dump today. i'm so regular." so i bought him this poo log from spencers where he can sketch his poo and rate it and describe it and all this. i thought it was cute.

so today, i was thinking, whenever i start having sex, i'm gonna keep a sex log. i'm gonna write down the person's full name, date, time, duration of coitus, and i'm gonna rate the performance. so i was telling torrey that i was gonna do this and he was like, 'well you're only gonna have sex with one person'...or something like that and i was like 'ex-squeeze me. i may be a virgin and i may be a little apprehensive about sex right now, but i do know that when i finally do start having sex, i don't want to have sex with just one person in my life. i don't want to be a whore either, but i don't want to be with just one person. i'm not gonna put a number on it, but less than a handfull, ok?

so anyway, he was like "well what are you gonna do when you get married cause i know you want to get married soon" and really, i guess i'll cross that bridge when i get to it. and to set the record straight. i don't want to get married right now just because. i want to be with the right guy. i do want to start a family, but i need to be with the right person and at the right time.

so now he's all upset with me and saying how he's wasting his time if i feel that way and i'm like "woah! who said i was even gonna sleep with you? you need to get over yourself right now." i don't know, i think he's a little too optimistic about us having sex. he must have forgot that i was with a tool for over five years and didn't sleep with him. and yeah, i realize that it's different with me and torrey, but still. but i think that torrey expects me to sleep with him and then not sleep with anyone else ever after him. i'm sorry, but that is totally unrealistic. i mean, he's had sex before, so it's kinda hypocritical.

he's trippin. he won't answer my calls or texts now, but it's all good. i'll let him trip and then get over it...or do whatever he needs to do to relieve himself. he's starting to get on my nerves now.

having said that...let me write about what i wanted to write about before all this crap happened.

there's this gay dude at work that i kinda have a crush on. but it's ok cause he's gay. but anyway, he's black and tall and he's super gay. but when i first started working there, i used to imagine sneaking out to the parking lot with him and making out with him. torrey isn't gonna be happy about that, but this is my blog. this is supposed to be about me and my thoughts and my feelings. i kinda wish i didn't tell him about this blog, cause there's so much more that i would have written in this thing. i'm thinking about starting up a second one just for myself. i won't tell anybody what the address is.

but anyway, i used to have a crush on him. not anymore, but used to. he said something to me about these pies that i made for work and i kinda got nervous when he was talking to me. it's so stupid.

oh, about these pies. so i made these cream cheese pies one time for a pot luck that we had at work and ever since then, whenever we have a little get together, they want me to bring those pies. well this past weekend, we had a little st. patrick's day get-together and i made these pies and put green dye in them and they were soooo good. there's this one chick at work that always tries to steal one (a whole pie!) but i always cut that short. i'm talking about nothingness right now.

i'm gonna go study something. i have two presentations to give next week and one exam next monday, so i gotta go.

peace out snitches.

jenny "mommy's making a pubie salad and i need seth's own dressing" jenn jenn

another song that's stuck in my head.

i had an epiphany today...

the bulk of the guys that try to holla at me...since i moved back to atlanta...have been young guys. like between 17 and 20. either really young or really old, like over 50. i can't get a dude my age. today, a dude that said he was 18 (but looked 16) tried to holla. a dude that looked 18 tried to holla. and an old dude well over 50 tried to holla. and i didn't even do anything special today. just wore my hat, my georgia state sweatshirt.

nothing against torrey, but i'm getting tired of all these young dudes. i want an older mna. the next dude i go out with will be over 30. i sometimes have fantasies about being with a married man. i mean sexually. an older married man at that. that reminds me of the time i made out with my manager at value village. i was 19, he was 39. we had the same birthday. lol, wow. it was kind of slutty. i felt kinda bad about it at the time cause i was with someone, but looking back...i don't really mind. it was kinda weird, but still fun.

so yeah, these young dudes need to cut it out. this dude tried to get my number today. i said 'how old are you'? he looked like he was 16, but he said 'i'm 18, how old are you?'. i laughed and said, 'i'm 23 sweetie'. and he was like 'oh for real? so can i call you sometime?" like he didn't hear a word i just told him. i just laughed and told him, 'nah, i don't think so.'

i seriously need to know what to do about this. it's so annoying. i just bought all this mary kay makeup from riche. she sells the stuff now. i'm gonna get her to show me how to wear it and maybe that'll stop this madness.

ok, tata for now.

oh yeah, i don't think i mentioned this yet, but sam got into georgia state (no surprise!). she won't know until next month if she got into UGA yet. i'm sure she will. that's her first choice. she only applied to georgia state in case my dad didn't help her with tuition and room and board (like he did with me). so if she comes to atlanta, that'll be wild. me, sam, and torrey all in the same school. that's gonna be crazy. crazy fun. but she wants to go to uga for their pre-vet program. then after her undergrad, she wants to stay there for her vet school. so i hope she goes there cause i know that's where she really wants to go. but if she doesn't get the funds, i told her to just do a year or two at georgia state and get her pre-reqs out of the way. in the meantime, she needs to get a job, save up some money, and then transfer to uga. that way she'll be able to pay her own way (like i am).

but ok, i'm off to torrey's. i like to call him Salvatore now. he started his dreds. he's been talking about it forever. but now it's a done deal. it's funny, cause he's a microcephalic. i went to having a boyfriend with megacephaly to a boyfriend with microcephaly. j/k ;). it's a huge difference though, no pun intended. i'm gonna go before i say anything lamer than i've already said.

peace out snitches.

jenny "then i'll cut off your stupid face, throw it over mine, then buy the alcohol myself" jenn jenn

i've been looking into gerontology doctoral programs. i'm thinking about skipping med school and just going for my phd in gerontology; be a gerontologist. that's what i've wanted for a long time. i think i might be too lazy for med school. and they do make a lot of money.

there's only a hand full of schools that offer doctorate programs in gerontology. one is in southern california, one is in massachusettes (boston) and one is in maryland (baltimore). i'm leaning more towards that last one. maryland sounds good. and it only requires 69 credit hours to get the phd. they want you to spread it out over four years though. i can easily do that in less than two. they want you to take only like 9 to 11 credit hours per semester, but they must not know 'bout me. i like to take 18-20 credit hours a semester. i'm a gangsta like that. if they let me take as many as i want, i'll have phd behind my name in less than three years from now...if i get in. sweet!

ok, i have english homework; peace out bitches!

jenny "i'll be the iron chef of pounding vaj" jenn jenn

my new favorite song for the moment. they sound so much better when they do it live like this.

i'm back from my spring break. i didn't hang out with any dudes this time. i had fun. i got caught up on a lot of homework, but it was still relaxing. torrey specifically asked if i was gonna see mitch. it was funny when he asked me that cause he knows me. he didn't even ask if i was gonna see my ex. he's asking me about some other dude. but regardless, i didn't see any dude.

i hung out with sam most of the time. she got into georgia state. she's waiting to hear from uga in april. if she ends up not being able to pay for uga, her first choice, she's gonna go to georgia state then transfer after she saves up for uga. whatever she decides to do, i'm happy for her. she graduates in june, but i'm not even sure if i can go cause i'll be in summer school. i'm taking five classes this summer and five this fall and then i get to graduate! i'm a G, yes. if she goes to georgia state, vickey wants to get a bunk bed put in my room for us. i don't know. i cannot be a 24 year old living with my stepmom and sleeping in a bunk bed in the same room as my 18 year old sister. i realize it won't be for that long, but i don't know. i'm used to having my own place, my own space. i miss that.

when i was in charlotte, i went by my old apartment complex. someone was living in my old apartment. they had stuff all out on the balcony. i had some really really fond memories in charlotte. i went by my old job, which they shut down. it was weird seeing that. seeing all this old stuff, all my old hang out spots, i started thinking...how would my life be like if i had stayed in charlotte? i asked before lamar before i moved to atlanta if he thought i should go, and he told me, 'yeah.' he didn't even try to get me to stay. i could have just as very easily went to unc charlotte, but this douche bag could not care less if i went or stayed. i know had it been torrey and we were both living in charlotte, he would have fought for me to stay. instead, lamar was into having a sexual relationship with god knows who and wasn't putting OUR best interests to mind. but anyway, i won't go there. i know, i already did. but, i could have went to unc charlotte, gotten a job somewhere else, still been near sam and my dad. i know that had lamar fought for me to stay at least just a little bit, i would have stayed. i would never have come to atlanta, would never have met torrey, so i guess i'm grateful for it. i guess things really do work out for the best.

so as you can see, i did a lot of reminiscing when i was in charlotte. i'm glad i still had the sense not to call my ex, cause at a few points, i felt like i really wanted to, but i knew that it wasn't a good idea. i thought about him a lot though when i was in charlotte, but when i got home, it was like...'lamar who?'. it went like this...when i got there, i was really missing torrey. towards the middle of the week after i was hanging around charlotte, around where i used to always be, i started thinking of lamar and what we had. towards the end of the week when i realized i was going home, my attentions went back to torrey. but i'm glad to be back home with my boo. even though i went to all my old spots, they didn't feel like home to me anymore...atlanta did. i was so happy to be back in my room. it just feels like home to me. i've been gone from charlotte from almost two years now (it'll be two years in august) and it definitely has felt like two years. longer even. but i'm excited about the future and finishing up school. i'm excited about what's going to happen next.

i'm supposed to be taking my MCATS on august 6 and torrey is supposed to take his GRE on august 5. so we both have huge, life changing tests coming up in the next few months.

i'm gonna be 24 in about two months. i feel so different. i actually feel like a 24 year old. i was looking at some old high school pictures and i was just like...wow. it wasn't pretty. but i've grown. i was at rave in the mall the other day in charlotte and the cashier asked me and sam what grade we were in. sam was like, 'i'm a senior'. and i was like, 'yeah, i'm 24.' and she was so surprised. she was like, 'wow, well you look good then.' i cannot tell you how annoying that is right now, but when i actually get in my 30s, it's gonna be great. cause while all these girls now look their age, they're really gonna be looking their age in about ten years. i guess that whole, 'you're gonna look like your mother' thing is out the window for me. my mom looks older than her age, and i'm just the opposite.

anyway, enough about that. i'm talking about all kinds of stuff. i haven't blogged in about a month. i just had so many exams right before spring break. i had papers due and this and that. then i had spring break. now i'm home and back on my grind.

i'm gonna go study some orgo now, so i'll holla. i gotta head to work in a couple hours. they've given me more hours at work. i work on monday nights and tuesday nights too now from midnight to 3 am. that's an extra 6 hours a week. it's not a lot, but its enough. bank of america employees get awesome benefits and discounts too. i get a 23% discount on my spring bill every month which is tres' sweet. but anyway, i'm gonna go watch 'i love money 2' and study some orgo. peace out snitches.

jenny "fuck no man! i hate becca" jenn jenn

i cannot get this song out of my head.

The Commitment Dilemma



this just hit something in me. i could definitely relate when i heard it. don't give up something great for 'new pussy'. 'commitment' might give you a headache every once in a while, but 'new pussy' can't cook! 'new pussy' ain't gonna take care of you when you're sick! just be patient, and you'll get the 'old pussy', only it's not old at all, it's 'new pussy'. you gotta think about life in the long term.

you know, "pussy" is like the dirtiest word ever. i can't even say it out loud without giggling. it's so raunchy.

jenny "new pussy can't cook!" jenn jenn

i've been feeling really depressed lately. i've been bombing tests and i have shitty TAs.

i'm in a really bad mood right now.

i went to lovecalculator.com and put in my and torrey's names (first and last) and guess what we got?

96%


"Dr. Love thinks that a relationship between jennifer anderson and torrey harris has a very good chance of being successful, but this doesn't mean that you don't have to work on the relationship. Remember that every relationship needs spending time together, talking with each other etc. "

That's the highest match i've ever gotten. interesting. i showed it to him and he was like, "Of course. I mean come on, I'm me." i was like, 'bruh, get over yourself'. he's a mess.

ok, gotta go. i'll holla.

jenny "shit! that is pimp. why didn't i think of that? fuck!" jenn jenn

i took a nap after i got out of school and i just feel like crap right now. i am in such a bad mood. i'm hungry, i'm irritated, i feel overwhelmed.


i hope this lifts.

jenny "i mean...cause you're not staff" jenn jenn

yeah...i think i'm gonna go ahead and go to charlotte for spring break. i figure it's like this:

sam is graduating this year and that's really the only reason i go to charlotte. then after may or june, she'll be here, so this is my last chance to go to NC. i'm gonna see my mom after i graduate in december. hopefully i'll graduate, then go to florida for like a week to see my mom, then go to south korea for a while to visit with my brother. hell, med school (if i get in) doesn't start till august.

as a matter of fact, now that i think about it...i might not even get to go to sam's graduation cause i'll be in summer school and i have to work on the weekends. so this will probably be the last time for me to see some old friends. but with facebook and myspace, who cares?

i'm almost completely phased out of myspace. i'm all about facebook right now. facebook has been my main thing for a couple months now. i just know a lot more people on there. it's cool cause half of my friends are from charlotte and the other half from atlanta. i know everybody on my friends list...i don't just add random people. the same goes for myspace too, i'm just starting to like facebook better.

well, gotta go read for my world english class. you know, i thought i got done with all my pre requisites, but apparently not. thank god i found out i had to take one more english before december came around. if i didn't get to graduate just because of one class...

so, peace out.

jenny "i'm gettin' dat fa sho" jenn jenn