Done venting now. In other news...I'm sleepy. Bye.
Thursday, July 04, 2013
I don't know. I'm doing something wrong. I've spent all of my adult life (even since I was 16) in a relationship and what do I have to show for it?? Certainly no ring on this finger. I'm almost 30!! That's almost 40!! I've had a boyfriend of 5 years with no intentions of popping the question and now this one of almost 4 years who got scared to death when I asked him about marriage. I've come to think that it must be me. Cause there are SOO many girls YOUNGER than me getting married, having kids, starting families. It's not fair! It's what I wanted for so long! I never wanted to be a 30 year old bride or mom. I really think I got the short end of the stick in this life. It's not fair. I just truly want a ring from someone who really wants to give me one and who I really want to get it from. I want to go ahead and settle down and start my family and be happy. I'm tired of waiting.
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I missed my chance? Not! I didn't/ wouldn't want to marry you. There was never a chance. Stop commenting on my blog.
I'd marry you at the drop of a hat, all you gotta do is say yes!!! But after 11 or 12 years, I'm STARTING to believe you don't want that
But DKJ, we never even dated.
I know, right? We should have. Years ago. Even now, without even looking I knew you either had a boyfriend or something like it. I gotta stop reading your blog, you're bad for me. Lol
Lol. 'Or something like it?' Well you know I stay booed up. We were supposed to start dating years ago...remember? But then you had some chick message me some crazy ish on MySpace talking about she was your 'wifey' and I had to nip that in the bud. Coulda shoulda woulda.
Yeah, she ruined my life. Stalkers do that from time to time. You refused to believe me on that front. Let it destroy our future.
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