I'm falling in love with smooth jazz. I like to study with it on and sleep with it on. It's soo soothing. Pandora has an awesome station. 

Was just scrolling through pics of all my brother's kids. I have 10 neices and nephews. Phew! My oldest brothers have kids, I was skipped, now my younger siblings are starting to have kids. I don't know what that says about me? Funny though, not one of my siblings is married though. I won't make that mistake at least :)

<3 <3 <3 Love the sound of his voice <3 <3 <3

What do I want for Christmas?? Hmm...two things come to mind. Money to help fund my mission trip to Haiti this summer or...a shiny diamond ring. Either or ;) If anyone is willing to make a contribution to either, hit me up :x

Yeah, I like to call my man at 3:00 in the morning and tell him I love him and miss him <3 <3 <3 #IgotAcrush

I'm so excited to be going on a week long mission trip to Haiti in May. Gonna go save some vision!

Super long day. I just wanted to go home and curl up in bed with my man as he rubbed my belly til I fell asleep. But I'm in Memphis and he's in Atlanta :( Love me some him.

Alone for Thanksgiving :(

Currently 92 lbs O_o

Missing my boo thang :(

Less than human :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Craving lots of tiny kisses along my tiny ribcage. I've never wanted that before, but at this very moment...I want it xx

Really considering doing an externship in New Mexico. 

Love love love this song...

http://youtu.be/L_PS8wZNqrc

:) I never thought I'd actually have a sugar daddy. And I really never thought that sugar daddy would be my own boyfriend. It's kinda sexy :)

I've been getting all these spam comments on old posts on my blog. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡 I'm getting too much unwanted attention. Gonna have to go private soon. 

ScienceShot: Heavy Stubble Makes Men More Attractive - ScienceNOW

ScienceShot: Heavy Stubble Makes Men More Attractive - ScienceNOW

See, this is what I love. A man with a nice hairy face. There's something so masculine and testosterone-y about a beard and mustache. It's so sexy. My boyfriend has this really nice beard. He's light skinned so he has blonde hair and brown hair mixed in, so it's really cute. He had a goatee I think when we met, but I talked him into the full on beard and he's been that way since. He does like to shave it off though when we get into an argument. He says it has nothing to do with me but I know it does.

Anyway. Here it is. Scientific (somewhat) proof that women prefer facial hair on a man. We find it more sexy. Confirmed.

See ya!

I don't know. I'm doing something wrong. I've spent all of my adult life (even since I was 16) in a relationship and what do I have to show for it?? Certainly no ring on this finger. I'm almost 30!! That's almost 40!! I've had a boyfriend of 5 years with no intentions of popping the question and now this one of almost 4 years who got scared to death when I asked him about marriage. I've come to think that it must be me. Cause there are SOO many girls YOUNGER than me getting married, having kids, starting families. It's not fair! It's what I wanted for so long! I never wanted to be a 30 year old bride or mom. I really think I got the short end of the stick in this life. It's not fair. I just truly want a ring from someone who really wants to give me one and who I really want to get it from. I want to go ahead and settle down and start my family and be happy. I'm tired of waiting. 

Done venting now. In other news...I'm sleepy. Bye. 

So I have new boos now. Ryan Gosling, Jesse Williams, and the Hodge Twins. They can all get it ;)

Random thought at 1:00 am...I still haven't made it to Monroeville, PA.