i woke up again this morning at 3 something, but i just got up, walked around for a minute, and laid back down and was back to sleep within like 15 minutes. wow. i guess it's getting better now. we'll see how it goes.

all right, holla!

jennifer

i'll be outta town this weekend and the weekend after that. can't wait. hope the week goes by slow.

i've been going to bed early all week, then waking back up at like 2-3-4 in the morning. this happened all last week, so sunday night, i tried taking a nap earlier in the evening to see if i could make it through the night, but nope, woke up at 2 or 3 something again. i'm starting to hate it.

anyway, i'll holla.

jenny

had some really weird dreams last night. two weird dreams. can't write about them here at work, who knows who's reading, so i'll try to write about them this weekend.

anyway, yesterday at work, this one examiner likes blows up at me because i always write him up for internal errors. so he comes to me and is like "why do you write me these errors? they're friggin internal, you got the report back within a couple of hours. internal errors shouldn't count". well if internal errors don't count, i would be error free. 95% of my friggin errors are internal. even though i was a little scared of this dude cause he's at least 6'3", i look up to him and i'm like, "well i'm the only typist who even writes you guys up, if i don't do errors, none of you would be getting errors at all and then our supervisor would then make everyone write up errors and then you'd end up with more errors than what you're complaining about now. and the only time i write up an error is if you do something wrong that, if i type it the wrong way, i'd get an error for it.

so we had this big meeting about it cause he was like really trippin on me. so the supervisor basically told everyone to start writing the examiners up. so i guess he really fucked up that time.

so going back to work now. i'll holla.

jenny

going to atlanta next week, i think. should be fun.

that's all i got.

jenny

i finally wrote my mom the other day. i had to catch her up since from the beginning of high school up until now. it was only like three pages though. not a whole lot. didn't go into great detail. i sent her a few pictures. i asked her for some money for school, but of course she's not gonna help out with that. i've only known her to have one job and she didn't even have that very long. she'll probably write back asking me for money. but we'll see.

i finally bought a computer this weekend. only cost $100. not too bad. just gotta get that road runner set up i guess then i'll be in business. can't wait.

time is still going by so so so slow.

my buddy darnell is ignoring me. that's cool. whatever darnell. i see how it is. don't worry about it.

anyway, i'm gonna stop f-ing around and get to work. i'll holla.

jenn

a little less than three weeks till my vacation. can't wait. it's gonna be so much fun. i am so very excited.

ok, well i'll holla.

jenny

just blogging to say hey.

hey.

holla.

jenn

thinking about getting another body modification. i want to get another tattoo. something on my wrist this time. i'm thinking a barcode. that's what i wanted on the back of my neck, but too many people already have that, so i'll get one on my wrist...the palm side. that should be cool.

and i'm thinking about getting my cartilage peirced again. i already have one hole up there on each ear, now i'm thinking about two at the top of each ear. actually, maybe i'll just take one ear, and get the whole thing peirced, from cartillage to lobe.

i need to cut my hair or color it or something. this look i have is getting very boring. i'll work something out.

ok, well i'm gonna roll out now. holla!

jennifer

it's really good to finally be catching up with lamar. starting to feel like normal again.

jenny

my sleeping pattern is so crazy. i go to sleep so so so early now. i used to stay up to 2 and 3 every morning...now it's like 9 and 10. and i'm still tired when i get up. i must be sick or something. but anyways, gonna go out tonight and catch a movie. this is like the second night in a long time that i get to go out on a weekday and have fun with someone. it's great. don't know what we're gonna see yet. thank god i cleaned up last night, might want to invite someone in for a drink or for some sex, who knows. kinda excited about the possibilities though. ok, going to work now, holla!

jenny "so excited about my 'outing' tonight" jenn jenn

so let's try this again...my job has my blog unblocked again, let's start this thing back up. wonder how long it'll last though.

so i had a really great time this weekend. hadn't had fun in a long long time.

i'm so so so excited about going to new jersey. haven't been really excited to go before, only kinda excited. wonder what's different about this time? i don't know. we'll see how it goes though. i don't expect there to be any kind of problems this time. there usually always is some kind of argument or problem, but i really think we're gonna make it through the week fine.

anyway, work is kinda slow right now. for the past three hours actually, so i'm gonna see if i can't get out of here in a bit.

i'll try this thing again tomorrow.

holla!

jenny "i'm so excited about my vacation" jenn jenn

i feel so happy. haven't been happy in a while. hope it continues.

ok, holla!

jenny

i think i made up my mind what i want to do about school and where to live. but i keep going up and down with this. i'm gonna make a few phone calls on monday...i think i'm gonna take the day off, and see what i can do. if it's what i think it is, i'm gonna go for it. i'm so excited about it too. i really really really hope i can do it. i would be so much happier if i could do it. it would just be so great. i'll put me even more behind than i already am, but all i have is time right? that's ok, i'm not in any rush at all.

if it goes through, i'll write about what i'm gonna do next week.

holla!

i'm still alive...but very confused.

holla!

jenny

hey hey hey. not much to talk about except one thing...

ME AND LAMAR GOT BACK
TOGETHER!

yeah, a lot of people are gonna be unhappy about that, but...whatever.

peace.

jenn

oh yeah, here's the pictures, finally!

it's saturday afternoon and i'm at the library. i was gonna get this computer i've been looking at for a while today, but i had to loan vickey...$500. can you believe that? i can't. but she assures me that i'm getting it back. so i'm pretty much broke again with rent, bills, and then my careless spending...buying junk. anyways, i forgot to bring my pictures this week, but i'll try to remember them next week.

i won these four tickets to the renaissance festival here in charlotte. i think it runs all of october and november, so i have to find some people to go with.

anyway, life is pretty good right now. don't know what much else to say. hopefully, i'll have a computer in the next couple weeks up and running and i can start doing my daily blog again. no, i will definitely have a computer up and running in the next couple weeks. that's for sure. anyways, gonna go now, gotta go take care of some business then go home and maybe take a nap. holla!

jenny