My baby is perfect. Perfect baby boy and I am so in love. He looks just like a really yellow/light skinned version of me. He has my lips and nose. Looks like his eyes are gray right now. They’ll probably change at some point. I love this little guy. Can’t wait to start trying for a girl, too. Wow. I’m a mom. That shit’s crazy.

Yoooooo. Baby kicks are awesome! 80 more days til we meet our little baby.

Everybody keeps commenting about how huge my breasts are getting. Never been this big in my life. We’ll see if they stick around. But my lips are getting bigger too! Everything is swelling. 4 more months to go and we are too excited. Lance is super excited. I was devastated when I first found out cause we weren’t planning it. But he was supportive and super excited from day one. He’s gonna be an awesome dad. He talks to my belly all the time. He rubs my belly, my back, my feet. He’s an awesome husband and I can’t wait to see him be an awesome dad.

Anyway...byeeee.

Sooooo can’t wait to have this baby.

Hips are spreading, ass getting big, breasts way too big for my bras...under boob sweat! Lol, pregnancy is great! Five more months!

I wonder what this little one will look like.  Baby coming May 2018. ❤❤❤

I gotta admit...seeing all of my friends having babies. I kinda want one. I hadn't had baby fever in YEARS. It's creeping back around. Me and Lance have been thinking about starting to try for a baby by the end of the year. All of my friends are having little baby girls. I always wanted a little boy first. But now I'm leaning towards a baby girl. A little Jenny. I'd call her Josephine, Joey for short. Joey and Jenny. I'm so in love with the idea. And truthfully, I'm already 32...I'm not getting any younger so I need to go ahead and get started. And Lance would give me beautiful babies. I'm a doctor now, we can afford to have a baby. My residency will be done in 6 weeks! I'm applying for my license to practice in Arkansas...got some job offers out there. I've honestly gotten job offers in almost every state, but I'm leaning more towards Memphis, TN and Arkansas. The next couple of weeks will tell. I'm hoping to sign a contract soon. Lance and I are looking at apartments/lofts in downtown Memphis right now. I'm excited to start my career, start our family. I'm so happy with life right now. More to come soon 😊😊😊

32 in an hour. Just getting better and better with age. Hubby wants to start making babies soon. We'll see.

I'm married now 😊

Waking up to kisses along my back and whispers in my ear saying "I love you so much baby." I can get used to that 😊

Super late night at work and I just want to come home and crawl in bed with bae. But he's not here yet 😭 3 more days 

So...they have this heart shaped nipple surgery thing and...I want!! So badly! I think it's so hot. Maybe for my next birthday? 🤔

Can't sleep. In a blogging mood. 

But I guess I've said all I came to say. I've gotten less loquacious in my old age. 

Bye!

1 month down here in Crownpoint, 11 more to go. I miss my Memphis family! 😭😭😭 Where me and Lance will end up, I have no idea. But we're in this thing together. 

This res is nice, but I'm a city girl. I'm trying to appreciate the scenery, the desert. It's cool.

I was thinking about Princey the other day 😢

It's funny to see what paths we take in life. Like, 5 years ago, would I have imagined myself here? No. Not even 2 years ago but here I am. 

Still have lots to do. Miles to go before I sleep.  

This time next week, I'll be a married woman 😳

I'm a doctor now. Starting residency day one in a couple of weeks. Will be the new ocular disease resident on a Navajo reservation in New Mexico. Getting married in about 50 days. Life is pretty good right now.

Laters. 

I've been Dr. Anderson for 10 days now. I'm just relaxing for the summer til me and Lance move to New Mexico and I start seeing patients as the ocular disease resident doc on the Navajo reservation starting in August. Life is good. Now off to Dallas/Kansas/Mexico to get turnt!

I don't think I ever posted this but I got matched to a residency program on match day last month so me and Lance will be spending a year in Crownpoint, NM as I work for the Indian Health Service! I'll be working with the Navajo Nation as the ocular disease resident! How cool right! So we'll be living on the Navajo reservation and it's like 40 minutes to the nearest town/store/restaurant/Starbucks/movie theater. I mean, this place is REMOTE...out in the middle of nowhere in the desert. Absolutely beautiful scenery though. Since there's nothing to do, Lance and I will be certainly getting "it" in. We're excited though. After I finish this residency next summer, I'll be making all kinds of money. All kinds. Residency trained optometrists make way more than non-residency trained docs. One quarter of my class got matched to residency programs. 

Anyway, until next time. 

He calls me baby and 6.5 years later I still melt...every time.