so i have this thing about guys who date girls who are virgins. a lot of guys like to date virgins cause they think they're gonna be the first guy to get up in that...but you know what, i think it turns around and bites guys in the ass in the end. they get with these girls and think that they're gonna get in that vagina, but they end up falling in love and never ever getting to have sex with them and it drives them crazy.

they fall in love, but they never get to have sex with them, so they get stuck on them forever. forever they'll have this attraction or a piece of their heart with these virgins cause they never got to give them a piece of their penis. and that's what it is. i've never slept with a single boyfriend, but i'm sure they all will hold a place for me in their hearts cause really, without all the sex, you really get to know a person and you truly get to fall in love with someone. you don't get bogged down with all that sex business.

but anyway, i'm just saying that the relationships you have in life, those long ones where you never have sex with the other person, are the most meaningful ones i think. sex just messes stuff up. leave the sex to those chickenhead hood rats from around the way and leave the meaningful relationships to us virgins. but guys want both, and so do the virgins...eventually. but this is what happens, guys always mess up the meaningful relationship with the virgins cause they want the sex with the hoodrats. its so silly. boys are so silly, cause that's what they are...boys. boys who can't see what's important in life.

now i'm not talking about anyone in particular, but i guess out of all of my exes that i could apply this to, i suppose i would have to apply it to lamar the most. granted, we did date for over five years, so i suppose i can't really blame him for straying, but he didn't have to lead me on for so long as if he weren't straying. as if i was the only one. but i've moved on to bigger and better things, so i won't sweat that right now.

what made me write about this though, was a book i was reading i think, i can't really remember. but i knew i had to say something about it.

it's good to be a virgin. we're the good guys. we get to stay alive at the end of scary movies. how can you hate us?

-jenny

You ever had a kiss soo hot you just had to say DAAAAAAMMMMNNNN! Those are always good right? I hadn't had one of those in a while...but i had one yesterday :-D

Over the past year or so, i've realized that i'm REALLY INTO facial hair on men. The more the better. I'm into that rugged, masculine look. Beards and mustaches

i'm so unlucky :-(

I'm starting to feel really depressed today :(

this is gonna be a long ass week.

-jennifer

And my babies would be really good looking...obviously!

and b-t-dubs...i misspelled my new niece's name. her name is spelled "Channel Nashae Anderson". i suppose Channel Anderson isn't that bad. awww. so precious. i want one of those things...one day...soon. i know i'd be a really good mom.

-jenny

so this is my beautiful beautiful new neice. her name is shanelle nashae anderson. it's ghetto as hell, the mother came up with the name, not my brother. it's josh's new daughter. she's so cute. vickey and sam are gonna go to charlotte this weekend to see her. i can't. i have class and work. i'm gonna try to go to charlotte in august to see her.

-jenn

I feel like i need more in my life right now. I don't exactly know what... but something more.

This is so lame, i can't even sleep at night anymore now that i started full time at night. I try so hard, but i can't. Waaah!

this....right here....is my....jam.

with soulja boy's ugly ass.

me and sam were getting down to this song today...



so i read, or listened to precious, the actual book. it was insane! it was sooo disturbing. i have to go now, but i will write about it later. ttyl.

-jennifer

For reals bro? For reals?

Sometimes, i just want to scream until my throat bleeds. This is one of those times.

I'M A VERY BEAUTIFUL WOMAN! thats all i wanted to say.

I officially go full time tomorrow. Gotta start paying for this new car i bought. Next, i want LASIK eye surgery then after that, a house...but not in Georgia!

So he told me that he hasn't gotten me flowers yet cause i haven't had sex with him yet. What a fucking tool. Damn porch monkey is acting the fck up. Whatevs.

I'm running on adrenaline right now. Its been waay too long since i've slept. FML.

I always blog a lot in the summer and during Christmas break cause i don't have anything else to do! But i'm about to go full time at the bank so bye-bye blog.