i'm so excited about next week!

holla!

jenn

it's early in the morning, i'm still sleepy, but have a whole 11 hours to go. oh my god, i hope i can make it. i've been doing 11 hour days all last week and then again this week. i get a break next week, but after next week, back to 11 hour days.

that's all i got.

jennifer

if it's not one thing, it's another with me. i need to get it together.

i was watching this documentary about aids....i didn't know they had indian prostitutes. india has more people with aids than any other country except south africa. i had no idea.

holla,

jenn

everything for me right now is just stuck. i'm going nowhere right now. i need to be doing something different.

yesterday, i almost ran into a no parking sign as i was trying to do a 3 point turn. i know how to do them, it's just that i got nervous cause another car was coming and i was taking up the whole road and was trying to hurry up and go, but i made it through it.

howard stern and conan o'brien are so funny. i have to watch both of them before i go to bed every night.

all right then, i'll holla.

jenn

this weekend, i bought one of the best things in the world. when i saw it in the store, i had to get it. it was originally $50, but it was half off so i only paid like $27 for it. it works and still looks brand new too. i got it from a thrfit store.

it's one of those really old wooden floor televisions. i'm gonna put it in my living room. it's so big, i bought it thinking it would fit in my car, but it was way too wide. so i had to ask the dude upstairs, and i hate asking him for stuff, to get his truck and take me to go get it. so i'm gonna hook the cable up to it when i get off work today sometime. it's gonna be so cool.

my car is really trippin. as soon as one light goes off...the "check oil" light...another one comes on...the "low coolant" light, even though i filled the coolant! what the "f" is that? anyway, whatever, i need to get a truck anyways. so other than that, my weekend was ok, it was so friggin hot all weekend though and it's gonna be in the mid 90s all week here, so i guess i gotta show a little leg at work. it'll be in the mid 90s but feel like its in the 100s with the heat index and humidity. it's gonna be crazy. i guess i'll have to stick with the ponytail all week cause my hair's just gonna fall anyways.

so i'm gonna go now. holla!

jenn

oh yeah, i had this dream last night that my teeth were all small and yellow and i pulled a couple of them out and they were sore and there was all kinds of caked up yellow tartar in between my teeth and they were just oozing. it was so gross. i think i dreamt it because i watched extreme makeover that night and this one lady had really small yellow teeth.

i hate it when people have all that caked up yellow tarter between EVERY tooth EVERY day...like they don't brush their teeth! that's so gross! i know a couple people like that. my friend lance's teeth are like that. i know they can brush, floss, pick or do something to that shit. it's just so bad to look at. so sickening. i try to look in their eyes when i talk to them, but my eyes drift down to their teeth. i find that i always look at a person's mouth when they're talking. i don't really looking into their eyes. i like to look at their teeth, their lips, whatever. i like teeth and lips. nice teeth and lips. can't stand really really really big lips and ugly, dirty teeth.

so yeah, just came back for that, holla!

jennifer

today is my last day with my sister. she goes back home today. she's been staying with me for the past month though. it's been so much fun. i'm gonna be so lonely again. and then josh started a new job so he'll be gone too. so it's just be me and the dogs. i'm thinking about giving the chihuahua away and getting a puppy. a puppy shi-tzu. a boy that i'll name fred. yeah.

i want to get a truck. i big full cab truck too, that seats 4 people, two in the front and two in the back.

well, i might be getting fired today, i've been making so many mistakes lately. my boss's boss got really mad earlier this week at all the people making errors. today is the big error meeting. hopefully i'll still have my job next week. if i don't blog on monday, then that's what's happened. i got cut.

i'm thinking about cutting my hair into a mullet. or a mohawk. but what's cool about my hair is that i can make a mohawk without having to cut my hair. i think i'm gonna wear one this weekend. it'll be crazy. i'm so friggin lame. no, maybe i'll get one of those really short boy cuts. not like fade short, i wanna have some hair, but really really short. the guys would stop harassing me then, or would they?

and i'm gonna try to get that lasik eye surgery before the year is over with. i really want that. to be able to see without wearing contacts or glasses. that would be cool.

anyway, gonna work now before i get caught on the internet. peace!

jenn

my job got threatened again yesterday. my boss had this whole big meeting with everybody saying our errors have to go down or we have to go.

so i've restarted my search for another job. i've been invited to go live in texas with my stepmom, she's supposed to be going there. i'm thinking about it. it sounds all right. when i lose my job here, i'm definitely getting out of charlotte. thinking about going to atlanta too, so it's all good.

ok, not much else to talk about, holla.

jenn

i'm thinking about getting that simpsons tattoo really soon. like in the next couple weeks. i think i might get it in my upper chest region. we'll see.

i've been watching a lot of documentaries lately. that's all i did over the weekend. i watched this one where they showed the facts how hitler was gay. but i don't know, the evidence on that wasn't that great. and i saw a few forensic files type documentaries. i saw some about people living with aids, gay white dudes who had like four black kids, all kinds of crap. they make all kinds of documentaries about anything. if i could make a documentary, it would show how much food fast food places throw away every single day. it's crazy. for the two days that i worked at bojangles, every night, they throw away pans and pans of food. they didn't let us take it either cause they said employees would start to make extra food to take home. it was such crap, but with all the food these places throw away every day, every year, they could be feeding millions of people. seriously. it's so bad.

but anyways, i gotta get started on these reports.

holla.

jennifer

you know, i hope i don't get any obscene comments on this thing again, really now.

my driving is getting so much better. better every day. soon i'll be able to go out and about as i please. go hang out with some folks i hadn't talked to in a while (brim, lang, raven, fallon) whatever.

i hate it when guys don't get the point. this one dude at work keeps trying to invite himself over to my apartment for me to cook for him. first of all, he's 28, he's ugly, he has the most nasty looking teeth i've ever seen, and he's shorter than me. then, he doesn't have a car, doesn't even have a license, so he wants me to pick him up to hang out with me. i don't think so. every day, i get the same email..."what you doing tonight?". uh..."i'm going to bed, i'm tired." everyday, it's the same email and i always give the same answer. when will the dude learn?

but this one dude at work is supposed to be taking me fishing sometime, but i don't know if that's gonna work out. he's the same dude that thinks i like him. the one that thinks i'm gonna change my hair for him. yeah right. he needs to get over himself. he's short and not even that good looking. i don't like short dudes. i'm short enough, i don't need anyone under 5'10. seriously.

well, ran out of stuff to say. gonna fire up this atlas so i can get started with these reports.

jenny

oh yeah, dkj, i haven't forgotten about you, i just have a problem with calling people and staying in touch with people. i'll call you. you can call me though you know. i'm always at home. come on now.

thinking about old memories with darnell in high school. calculus class (when i was scarred for life), debate tournaments (when i blasted you in that one debate when we went against each other), wendy's (i wiped your lip). really wish i could go back. darnell is the only person i talk to regularly from west. he's the only one who wanted to keep in contact with my anyways. that's so special.

anyways, can't be reminiscing at work. the number one rule here at TransUnion is "NO FUN!". we're not allowed to have fun, so i better go, holla.

jenn

i almost killed myself twice already trying to drive my car. once on friday and once on saturday. not on sunday cause i didn't drive it on sunday, but i'm sure today i'll do it again. but i am getting better every day.

so i need to make a little extra money to pay off old debts when i came up with this really good plan. i'm gonna auction off my virginity on ebay. i've already thought it out and the highest bidder gets to be the first one in my goodies. i think it'll go well into the five digits. then i'll have my schoolin paid for. i gotta contact ebay first to see if it's legal. i'm pretty sure it is. no, it's not prostitution! anyway, as soon as i get the details, i'm going for it.

ok, well i'm gonna start working now. i'll holla.

jennifer

i'm really gonna miss hanging with my buddies walking to and from work to the bus stop. lance and shawn. it's gonna be so sad, but today, i go to pick up my car. i told them, don't expect me to stop and give you them a ride when i drive by them every morning and afternoon. that today i was done with them. they were hurt, but what are you gonna do?

i'm so excited. i'm gonna miss those guys. maybe i'll still catch the bus cause we have really good conversations on the way to and from work. we talk about mexicans leeching money from the government and us, current events, drugs, strippers, whatever.

today, we talked about those bombings in london, yesterday, about martha stewart and lil kim going to jail, about how to split up an ounce bag of marijuana the other day. they are so funny. they teach me so many new words and things. never heard the words "dick print" until i started messing with them.

the one dude, lance, you can tell he's from the new york or new jersey, i forget which one, but he just walks out into traffic like it's nothing. he's so crazy.

they both like me, but then again, who doesn't? seriously though.

i saw this movie "seeing other people" and it really reminded me of me and lamar. it was so good.

anyway, gonna go work so i can leave early to go get this car.

holla!

jenn

very uneventful day yesterday.

i go to south carolina to pick up my car on friday after work.

thinking about getting another tattoo. i want the simpsons, all of them, somewhere on my body. each simpson in a different spot. yeah, i think i'll do that.

holla!

jenn

i was waiting for the bus this morning and my neighbor sees me, turns his car around, and holds up traffic trying to get me into his car. i don't need a ride from him! and i definately don't want him to know where i work. he already creeping me out with all his stalking.

and then this guy from work swears i like him for some reason. he says he doesn't like me wearing a ponytail as if i'm gonna go change it. that's all i'm gonna wear now. he really does think that i like him and thought i was gonna wear my hair down becuase he asked me too. dudes just don't learn. they just don't get it.

anyway, back to work. holla!

jenny

i'm supposed to be getting my car today, or sometime before this week is over. can't wait. so excited. gotta take some people out.

i had a good three day weekend. nothing really special happened.

ok, gonna keep is short and sweet.

shout out to darnell ("shrek-weezy"), i'll try to mention you a little more in my blog.

holla!

jenn

i had this dream that the game really liked me, but i kept shutting him down. and then i was sent to this one house and there was this lady there that was trying to rape me and turn me into a prostitute, but the game came in and saved me. after that, i was like, he's not so bad.

anyway, i've been thinking alot about this but scared to write it in my blog because of who reads it, but this is my blog and i can write whatever i want.

so i've been thinking about kissing daniel again. i've been thinking about it a lot too. i just called him for the first time since i moved to charlotte last week, after me and lamar broke up. i told him we broke up. but anyways, i really miss hanging out with him. he was fun. and funny. i think we need to get together soon and do something. he was one of my only friends. of course he was only my friend because he liked me, but i'll get what i can take.

ok, gonna go enjoy my last day at work before my three day holiday, so holla!

jenn

can't wait for the week to end. have fourth of july off, monday, so i'm gonna go home friday night, eat and shower, then go to sleep and don't wake up until tuesday morning. so i'm darned tired.

i hate asking people for help. but i had to call my dad and ask him to help out with my car. so i went and finally got the tags for it and got it registerd. now i can drive it...only if my brakes weren't fucked up. so i took it to a shop, have to pay $150 for inspection and new tires and then they were gonna charge $850 to fix my brakes. my dad is gonna take it today to get done all for less than $200. thanks god. hopefully i'll be driving in the next couple weeks, whenever the dude finishes my car.

so, anyway, gonna go back to work now. holla.

jennifer

what a day yesterday. i'm having a week. it's all f-ed up. i need sleep. car problems are a bitch. especially $850 car problems. gotta go work, holla!

jenn

all i'm gonna say today is...

maybe i made a mistake.

holla.

jenny