my heart is broken. i've never ever felt this way before.

but i guess i'll get over it

good to be single again though, i gotta say. i get to start something brand new with someone brand new. it's all good.

i won't go into it now, but i'll just say that i will never look at men the same again, i swear. but if i did learn anything, ladies, have sex with your boyfriends. even if you don't feel comfortable doing it or have had any kind of bad sexual experiences, who cares. that's the only way to keep them around.

but i'm just being bitter now. i guess in the end, it was all my fault.

wow, i can't stop thinking about how it happend, how long it took, all these little details that i need to let go of.

but anyways, oh yeah, i'm on myspace now. finally, everybody keeps telling me.

ok, so i'm going to work now. i'll holla!

jenny