ok, so i have a new apartment now. i just could not live by my step mom's rules so i got the 'f' out. i live with this african girl named Yaa now. she's pretty cool so far. she says she's quiet just like me and doesn't like a lot of noise, just like me. that's pretty good. it's almost a new year. one more day in 2003 and i could care less. i feel like such a loser now that high school is over with. in high school, i felt that i was somebody important, but out here in the real world, i'm a nobody again. it took me three and a half years to be half way cool at west meck and now i have to start right back over again. and since i'm making zero progress, i think i need to move back to charlotte and go to chapel hill or unc charlotte or just move closer to lamar. i have no other options other than to stay here and rot away. i'm so depressed now.

ok, so my new years resolutions are to :

brush my teeth at least three times a day instead of twice a day (i have this obsessive compulsive thing where i feel like i always have to brush my teeth now, i don't know what it is.)
work out for like 30 minutes at least twice a week, maybe three (yeah right, like this is gonna happen)
save up for a car
save up for tuition

me and lamar will have been going out for two years exactly tomorrow night at like 10 pm. that's so special. it lasted two whole years. i'm so proud of us. watch, when we break up, i'm gonna be all akward about writing this. anyways, i love him, so it's all good.

so i go back to school on jan 12. well that is if my dad gets this $3500 to me in the next two weeks. if not, i'll be working until august to get this money together for the next semester, which should actually be free since i'll have this HOPE scholarship. but we'll see what happens. as for now, i'm just trying to get stuff for my new apartment. i'll only be living there for six months though and then me and this girl that i know from work and that used to live upstairs from me, Porlisha, are gonna be moving into some cheaper, but just as nice, apartments. she's gonna be going to school for fashion marketing so she and i decided to move in together for a while. she'll be in school for four years and that's about how long i'm gonna be at georgia state, so it all works out. now i'd much rather be living with my boyfriend somewhere like riche is, but i guess i lucked out on that one huh. oh well, maybe in another life. ok then, i'm gonna go to sleep now cause i just can't seem to keep my eyes open. i'll holla.

jenn

you don't know me. you have no idea of who i am. nobody does. they think they know, but they have no 'f'in clue.

jenn

so i've been looking for a roomate for like the past week and a half to move in with right? i go to roommates.com and i put my profile up or whatever and i get a few responses, but some people too far from my job for me to live. well most of my responses have come from women, but this one freak. this guy sent me this email:



Hi Jennifer,

Here is my info and my picture.

I have a large 3 bedroom 3.5 bath brand new luxury townhouse located in
Dunwoody 1.5 miles from Perimeter Mall in an upscale gated community. My
place is over 3000 sq. ft and there is plenty of space. The room for rent
is large with lots of closet space and has a private bath and balcony.

I'm a 30 yr old professional white male who is honest, outgoing, clean,
considerate, layed back and a great roommate. Another bonus about me being
your roommate would be I even give a great foot massage and actually love
giving them, I would massage and pamper your feet for you everyday all the
time if you like foot massages and your feet are cute lol.

Let me know what you think. Have a great day!

wow.

jenn

leniqua is my bestest friend. i can talk to her about anything. she's so cool, i love her.

so anyways, here's our latest escapade.

Bkgirl66: hey
Bkgirl66: what are you still doing up
JennWitch15: wassup chick
JennWitch15: just chillin
JennWitch15: shopping on ebay
Bkgirl66: what the hell are you buying on ebay
JennWitch15: parrot earrings
Bkgirl66: don't you have some already
JennWitch15: yeah, but i'm getting like 20 more different pairs
Bkgirl66: why
JennWitch15: i'm collecting them
JennWitch15: l-dub?
Bkgirl66: yeah
JennWitch15: what's up shawty
Bkgirl66: nothin' nothin'
Bkgirl66: just chillin'
JennWitch15: i feel ya
Bkgirl66: what are you doing
Bkgirl66: still trying to add to your collection
JennWitch15: yeah
Bkgirl66: fun
JennWitch15: it really is
Bkgirl66: you're funny
JennWitch15: hey, everybody collects things
Bkgirl66: yeah I collect guys numbers
JennWitch15: lol, i'm so sure
Bkgirl66: no I'm joking
JennWitch15: uh huh
Bkgirl66: actually right now, I'm trying to get with this guy that goes to state
Bkgirl66: I like him alot
JennWitch15: aww
JennWitch15: good
Bkgirl66: he graduated from garinger
JennWitch15: uh oh...garinger what what!
Bkgirl66: he's really funny
Bkgirl66: he trips me out so much
JennWitch15: aww
JennWitch15: that's good
JennWitch15: i'm so proud of you
Bkgirl66: he's alot like me
JennWitch15: oh yeah?
JennWitch15: what's his name
JennWitch15: lawrence?
Bkgirl66: ha ha ha
JennWitch15: justin?
Bkgirl66: NO
Bkgirl66: def. not
JennWitch15: uh huh
Bkgirl66: his name is Xavier
JennWitch15: oh god
JennWitch15: two ghetto names together
Bkgirl66: what
Bkgirl66: what the F
Bkgirl66: get up off my man
JennWitch15: you know
JennWitch15: child boo
Bkgirl66: how is Xavier ghetto
JennWitch15: it's ghetto sweetheart, ok, and you know it
Bkgirl66: no I know some ghetto-ass names
Bkgirl66: I mean I know my name is ghetto
JennWitch15: and xavier is too
Bkgirl66: but what do you expect, my mom was young and from brooklyn
JennWitch15: uh huh
Bkgirl66: but I don't think xavier is at all
JennWitch15: well ok then
Bkgirl66: its the same name as the professor in x-men
JennWitch15: i know
JennWitch15: but that don't mean nothin
Bkgirl66: yeah it does
JennWitch15: all right then
Bkgirl66: yeah I wore you down
Bkgirl66: you know the deal
JennWitch15: yeah right...i'm just tired
JennWitch15: i would have won any other day
Bkgirl66: believe that if you want to
JennWitch15: lol, whatever
Bkgirl66: what are u doing up anyway
JennWitch15: i told you, shopping on ebay, but now i'm going to bed
JennWitch15: wait, what do you get a guy as a gift
Bkgirl66: cologne
JennWitch15: really
Bkgirl66: boxers
Bkgirl66: shirt
Bkgirl66: depends on what kind of guy
JennWitch15: well what should i get lamar
Bkgirl66: a naked pic of yourself
Bkgirl66: no wait, that's what I'm getting him
JennWitch15: child please
JennWitch15: lol, no you didn't
JennWitch15: see, we're gonna have to really fight now
Bkgirl66: whatever
JennWitch15: ok, ok
JennWitch15: we'll see
Bkgirl66: you ass all the way in georgia
JennWitch15: i'll come up there just to whoop you up
Bkgirl66: bring it then
JennWitch15: ok, just wait right there

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Bkgirl66: no I don't
Bkgirl66: did I write that
JennWitch15: yes...in my mind
JennWitch15: lol, i bet you were scrolling up to see too
Bkgirl66: yeah
Bkgirl66: damn, you know me well
JennWitch15: uh huh

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JennWitch15: oh wow
Bkgirl66: yeah
JennWitch15: so 'd' dramatic
Bkgirl66: well its her
Bkgirl66: her middle name is drastic
Bkgirl66: omg, could you imagine naming your child drastic
JennWitch15: i know right
Bkgirl66: eww
JennWitch15: lol
JennWitch15: almost as bad as brook lyn
Bkgirl66: what the "f"
Bkgirl66: get up off my daughter's nam
JennWitch15: uh huh
Bkgirl66: name*
JennWitch15: if you can call it a name, whatever
Bkgirl66: you better be lucky your ass in georgia
Bkgirl66: because you asking for it
Bkgirl66: first you talking about my man
Bkgirl66: and his name
JennWitch15: girl...whatever
Bkgirl66: now its my daughter's name
JennWitch15: yeah, and what
Bkgirl66: Eunice, you need to stop trippin'
JennWitch15: all right now do-rice
Bkgirl66: 'fore you get dealt with
JennWitch15: uh huh, you ain't ready you ain't ready
Bkgirl66: oh I'm ready
Bkgirl66: the question is if you ready
JennWitch15: i'm always ready
Bkgirl66: I find that hard to believe
JennWitch15: whatever
Bkgirl66: I have a question for you
JennWitch15: wassup
Bkgirl66: are you and lamar getting married
JennWitch15: i don't even know, i'm only 18 that's all i know...i still need to live
Bkgirl66: wow, you're not thinking about marriage
JennWitch15: nope
JennWitch15: not at my age
Bkgirl66: I guess that's good
Bkgirl66: well I'm thinking about it
JennWitch15: yeah, it's way too early
JennWitch15: really
JennWitch15: you're only 18
Bkgirl66: so
Bkgirl66: Amanda is already married
Bkgirl66: and Nat is engaged
JennWitch15: i know
JennWitch15: and so many other white girls
JennWitch15: but we are black girls
JennWitch15: we can't be doing that stuff
Bkgirl66: Cynthia was engaged
JennWitch15: for real
Bkgirl66: yeah
JennWitch15: well..."was" engaged
Bkgirl66: I say that because i don't know what happened
JennWitch15: oh ok
JennWitch15: wow, ok then
Bkgirl66: yeah
Bkgirl66: but I think about marriage all the time now
JennWitch15: that's so crazy
JennWitch15: you don't even have a boyfriend and you're thinking about it...look at me
JennWitch15: something must be wrong with me then
Bkgirl66: yeah you're probably right

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JennWitch15: yeah
Bkgirl66: like seriously
JennWitch15: i guess so
Bkgirl66: ok but I'm talking to Xavier now, so I gotta go
Bkgirl66: bye
JennWitch15: you are so wrong for that, but bye
Bkgirl66: but you love me anyway
Bkgirl66: he needs my full attention
JennWitch15: uh huh
JennWitch15: i gotcha
JennWitch15: bye girl
Bkgirl66: bye

we are so great together.

well vlonerius hasn't been seen in a while. i don't know what's up with that. who knows?

and i finally see why lamar was so upset why i said i would never have sex with him. leniqua cleared it all up for me. she's so friggin smart. i oughta send her flowers or something one day. but yeah, so i gotta give lamar a phone call or something and apologize again. but that's my baby, he knows i love him regardless. ok then, well i just got off of work hours ago and i need to take my 'a' word to bed. holler.

jenn

yeah, so riche had a 'pregnancy scare'. scary scary. but enough about that. here's something a little more interesting...to me anyways:



Jenn says:
dad, are you still up
Cass says:
yes I am
Jenn says:
you are too old to be up too late
Cass says:I'm up taking some Geritol
Jenn says:
you sure need it
Cass says:
at least I am looking for the bottle
Jenn says:
ask mattie to change your diaper before you go to bed too
Cass says:
you are late baby girl.
Cass says:
She has already changed it and powdered me down too!
Jenn says:
lol, dad, you are so non hetero
Cass says:
and you are so lesbo
Jenn says:
lol, oh my goodness
Jenn says:
i cannot believe you just said that
Cass says:
Why, yo mama one....
Jenn says:
all right now, you don't want me to hurt your feelings
Cass says:
shoot for the gusto baby girl
Jenn says:
no, i'll save it for next time dude
Cass says:
Gee! Thanks for being gentle...
Jenn says:
you're lucky this time pal
Jenn says:
but next time i'm gonna hit that fat on yo head and all that space in yo mouth
Jenn says:
and that one pound of dip you ate
Jenn says:
by yourself
Cass says:
and it was very good and believe me I have eaten many more pounds of dip since then.
Jenn says:
i'm sure you have
Jenn says:
that's why your head is so fat now

holla yall.

jenn

so i went to work last night and i had a pretty good time i guess. i went to work like 30 minutes early, so i went intot he Big Lots next door. i went to look around but wound up getting a pair of gloves and some barettes for my hair. so anyways, i'm looking at the barettes and i hear someone say "psst...jennifer". so i'm like, what the "H" word? i look up and my friend vlonerius from the bus and train is there behind the counter. i got my things to pay for them and he tells me that he works there now and i told him that i work just right next door and he sounds all surprised. so we talk for a little while and he's like, well i'll see you around cause i told him that i had to be at work in a few minutes. so i went to work and then like an hour before closing, i'm doing section C cause i finished my section early (section B), like always (everyone in the store knows i'm the fastest to finish my sections...what what!) when someone comes up from behind me and scares the crap out of me. i think it's just mike just trying to scare me and i turn around and it's vlonerius. i was so friggin scared. i was like, what the "h" word are you doing (i actually do say "h" word and "f" word...i'm such a crudmuffin). so anyway, i was like, "are you on your break or something?" and he's like, "no, i just wanted to see what you were doing." aww. he was all asking me what time i got off work and stuff. he totally wanted to hang out with me afterwards i think, but he didn't get around to asking me cause he had to get back next door to work. he's such a cool guy. he's a junior at moorehouse and he wants to be an actor, but i think he's just studying business at school. how come i can't make friends with people my own age, it's always older people here in atlanta. all these older guys are coming up to me. this guy mike s., little mike, my boss bruce...all from work and vlonerius all like me. mike s. is 24 with 2 kids, dark skinned with four gold teeth. little mike is a 17 year old high school senior (i already did the younger guy thing and don't like it) and bruce is my boss. he's like in his mid 30s (gross!) vlonerius and i met on the bus and train and he has a girlfriend, but he still tried to get my number. i swear, guys these days. anyways, i gotta get ready for work now. oh god, mike s., little mike, bruce, and vlonerious i think all work tonight. i better put on some eyeliner...no i'm just kidding. bye for now. holla.

jenn

i just started this new job (at value village) and i work five days a week and it's just so crazy man. all i do is make sure that clothes are hung up right and that they aren't all over the floors. it's pretty easy work. now i can afford to pay this $3500 a semester tuition. so i work five days a week and go to school two days a week. the only day off i have from everything is on wednesdays. even then, i still have to babysit during the day.

so i'm supposed to be going to fort mill/charlotte for christmas cause my dad wants all his kids there. alan will be there from california and c.j. is supposed to be coming back from kuwait. it's gonna be a whole lot of fun, but the thing is that i have to work the day before christmas, so i don't know if i'll be able to make it down there. i might even have to work the days after christmas. but all i can do is ask, so i'll definately do that. then i'm gonna have to take off for valentine's day cause my dad's getting married. i'm gonna be a bride's maid. that should be interesting. i invited lamar, but he doesn't know if he can come yet. i was supposed to be going to go see him over the christmas break and i really wanted to be up there for our two year anniversary. but i have a job now and have to work all the time. i don't know what i'm gonna do. i really wanna go up there and see my baby. but i guess things will work out in the end.

so since i have a job now, i can finally send off for my birth certificate. then after i do that, i can finally get my driver's license. finally!!! i've waited for so long to get it. finally, my life is getting better and better. i just need to make more friends and then i'll be all straightened out.

oh yeah, there's this guy at school, i won't even call him a friend. he calls himself "alias" but his real name is nicholas, so that's what i call him, or nick. he doesn't like it but whatever. but that's besides the point. the point is that he is such a freak!!! he has these thick, ugly, stank dreds and he's so psychotic. he comes to class smelling like old, wet, musty clothes. and he's so ugly. his eyes protrude from his face and when he looks at me with his eyes and his nasty chapped black lips, it makes me wanna throw up. it's that bad. i get so nauseous (did i spell that right?) and need to turn away for a while. i've been trying to avoid him, but he always sits right next to me in class and tries to talk to me all the time! why won't he get a clue? just another more month of it. he actually made the mistake of grabbing me today. i was on my way to class and i saw him and i said that i was heading to class and i turned to leave, this mother "F" word had the nerve to grab my arm. now if you know me, you know that i don't like being physically threatened. i whipped around and gave this dude the dirtiest look and he let me go and i'm like, "what's up? you wanna scrap or what fool?" and then i started fighting this guy right in the hallway...how weird is that? no, i'm just playing, i just turned around, gave him a dirty look so he knows never to do that again, had a few words with him, then went on about my business. what a psycho. he always tries to hold me up when he knows that i need to get to a class and make me talk to him or make me do something that i don't want to do. he always asks me for money and crap. like, why in the "h" word are you asking me for money? get a life man, you have a job. i can't stand him, but he thinks that we're such good friends.

and then there's my friend wade in my precalculus class. it's this white guy with this long hair that he wears in a ponytail every single day. he will not keep his mouth shut the entire class. ever since he found out that we both lived in the same town in arizona, he will not leave me alone. he talks nonstop. i just cannot stand people like that. he talks about "B S". but i guess he's not as bad as nick.

and then there's this really gay guy in my u.s. history class. now i don't have a problem at all with gay people, but this gay dude, there's just something about him that i really don't like. i don't know what it is. well i actually do know what it is. it's his voice! he has the most feminine voice i have ever heard from a man in my life. and i swear to god, it sounds like he's faking that voice, like he's trying to do it on purpose. i just can't stand it. i mean, i like the guy, he's the only person i talk to in that class and we're kinda sorta friends, but his voice is so friggin annoying. and he's so clean cut. his hairline is always shaped up and he has absolutely no hair on his face at all and his sideburns are always neatly trimmed and i even think that his eyebrows were waxed. that annoys me to for some reason. i just can't stand it. but like i said, he's a really cool person.

well anyways, i don't think that i have anything else to rant about right now so i'm gonna go find something to do. bye for now.

jenn

ok, well i'm back. it's been like four, almost five months now. well since june 4th, i guess was the last post, i graduated, moved to atlanta the day after graduation (friday the 13th), and now i'm in school and LOOKING FOR A JOB (Lamar!) it's pretty fun i guess. school is so easy. it's much easier than in high school. and people used to tell me how hard and tough it was gonna be. maybe it's just me and the fact that it's only my first year/semester. but other than that, there's really nothing new with me.

i was gonna dye my hair again that orangish brownish color, but i think i'm gonna let the black grow back out. maybe i'll dye it another color all together. i was gonna go get my nose pierced last week, but lamar and leniqua didn't think that i should do it, so i didn't, even though my sister and my mom both thought i should, but whatever, i'm gonna trust their judgement.

so halloween is coming up. my sister will turn 13 that day, but we're both gonna have to go out trick or treating cause apparantly i still look like i'm 12. i swear to god, if one more person asks me if i'm 12 or 13 again! that really gets on my nerves, seriously. but whatever man.

i haven't talked from a lot of people from charlotte since i left. i miss talking to brim and lang and robert and becky and amanda and everybody. so many people are pregnant and getting married. tiffany is pregnant and getting married, some other white girl had a baby, and danielle and victoria are having babies and getting married (victoria already got married). i heard someone else was pregnant, but i forgot who. i heard greg lawrence was gay, but that's old news to me. i still can't believe it.

ok, well i gotta get back to class. i only have class like on tuesday and thursday, so i guess i'll be doing this thing twice a week now. better than nothing huh? that's right. ok, well then. wow, that was fun. catching up. ok, peace.

jenn

man, i hadn't done this thing in like three weeks. i'm gonna be outta charlotte in like seven days and i have mixed emotions. the only thing i'm really really gonna miss is friends and school. i'm not gonna miss my dad or my house or anything else. i'm gonna

love

being in atlanta with my sister and mom and dog and friends and climate and school and culture and everything. speaking of atlanta...an ex-"friend" of mine wants to "hook-up as friends" when i come back to atlanta. yeah, it's the guy i was talking about before. i told him i was going to ga state and he's going to ga tech...they're like two minutes from each other...but anyways, he wants to hang out with me this summer. ha ha ha. that is so funny. i'm gonna have him eating out of the palm of my hand, again, by the time we get back to school. i'll teach that bastard a lesson or two. but anyways, other than that. i got to talk to him recently and he seems like the pretty cool guy that he always was. anyways, we talked for a couple of hours and i knew i had him by the time he got off that first day a couple days ago. ever since, he's been getting on when he knows i'll be on just to talk to me. what a cupcake. but besides that, i'm gonna hang out with shae shae this summer and get a job to save up for college. oh yeah, daniel, the guy, said he'd help me with that too. anyway, i've already sent most of my things on ahead so all i have to do now is put a few things in the trunk and leave. i'm so excited! oh, i forgot to add that i moved out for like three days because i got mad that my dad got mad at me for missing a spot while sweeping the floor, but then i had to move back in cause i had nowhere else to go. in other news...i won a lot of awards on awards night. i graduate next thursday on the 12th. oh, and tim thinks he's trying to make me jealous somehow by kissing and holding kelly in the back of calculus. i don't want that boy! i swear to god...if i wanted him, i would have him! but anyway, that's about it. i think i'm happy.

-Jenn

i cannot believe this guy. ok, let me put the story on front street first. i was in charlotte. i get into this big fight with my dad so i move to florida, then georgia to live with my mom. while in georgia, i met this guy. he asked me out and i said sure. we went out for the rest of the year. he knew i was gonna move at the end of the year back to north carolina to live back with my dad but he said he wanted to continue a long distance relationship with me because he 'loved' me. anyway, after like five months apart, he decides that he doesn't want to go out with me anymore and why? well because he and my 'friend' had started going out. so he told me he still wants us to be friends. i wasn't really upset about the break up, just upset over the reasons. he broke up with me for a 'friend'. that's just really 'f'ed up isn't it. well anyway, it's been over a year and a half and i hadn't heard a word from him since and he finally decides to email me yesterday. he's like...'guess who...what's up?" how even more 'f'ed up is that. anyway, we'll see how it goes. i'll holla. peace.

-Jenn

wow, i haven't been on this thing in a long time. anyway, things got smoothed over, so it's all good now. to catch up...i had ap exams for the past two weeks and now i'm packing up cause i have less than a month left that i absolutely HAVE to be in charlotte. that's right, i'm leaving the weekend after i graduate. that's gangsta ain't it? i know it is. i have approximately 32 days left in charlotte until i get to get away from my dad and this 'f'ed up city. the only thing i'm gonna miss are some of my friends...and maybe school. i'm gonna have a much much much better time in atlanta. better people, better city, better everything.

here's a conversation between me and lawrence. i really don't need to explain it...


KeahT: What's crackin my N-Word
JennWitch15: what took you so long to answer me
KeahT: had to collect some money
JennWitch15: uh huh, don't let that happen again son
KeahT: sorry mommy
JennWitch15: all right now
JennWitch15: so do you have the answer to the questions
KeahT: what question
JennWitch15: the questions
JennWitch15: about me and l dub
KeahT: oh
JennWitch15: so what's the answer
KeahT: yes
JennWitch15: yes what
KeahT: yes
JennWitch15: who would you pick, me or leniqua...and who's smarter, me or leniqua
KeahT: yes
KeahT: See what had happened was..
KeahT: its really not fair
JennWitch15: yeah it is
KeahT: because Gucci should be here too
JennWitch15: oh whatever
KeahT: it needs to be all three of us to discuss
KeahT: this very important issue
JennWitch15: whatever, all three of us were on the phone last night
KeahT: see, but then I had to process the information
KeahT: but now I gotcha
JennWitch15: ok, so you have the answers now?
KeahT: 4 sho
JennWitch15: ok, so what is it
KeahT: We all need to hear it at the same time
JennWitch15: oh my goodness, come on now
KeahT: I have to be fair
KeahT: its the only way
JennWitch15: ok then
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: but anyway
KeahT: whats up with you and Mookie
JennWitch15: nothing right now
KeahT: was that a breakup letter you gave gucci to give to him
JennWitch15: no, it was a 'hey, wassup' letter
JennWitch15: and i don't appreciate you reading it
KeahT: I didn't read it
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: no I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn
KeahT: didn'
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: look
KeahT: I can go all day
JennWitch15: so can i
KeahT: we'
KeahT: will
KeahT: see
JennWitch15: ok then
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: now you're cheating
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: how
JennWitch15: lol, stop cheating
JennWitch15: cut and paste
JennWitch15: you can't handle it
KeahT: fast typing
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: not that fast
KeahT: yeah
JennWitch15: but anyway, i'll play dirty too then
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: lets go then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: V
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: sorry
KeahT: what was that about
JennWitch15: nothing, my fault
JennWitch15: let's go
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
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KeahT signed on at 7:25:59 PM.
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: It said I was blocked from sending IM's
JennWitch15: oh
JennWitch15: ok then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT signed off at 7:27:07 PM.
KeahT signed on at 7:27:32 PM.
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: give up
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: stop
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

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JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

KeahT: yeah
KeahT: that's what I thought
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: T.S.P can't loose
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: lose
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: MB
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I can go for hours Jenn
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: me too
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: that's a good thing to know by the way ;-)
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I know your fingers are tired
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: not yet
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: uh huh
KeahT: See what had happened was...
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Jenn you can't win
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: give up
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i won't give up son
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: my mommy is so dedicated
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: all right now
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Jenn
JennWitch15: what
KeahT: what's really good with you
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: what are you talking about
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: stop
KeahT: give up
JennWitch15: i don't think so
KeahT: you know you want to
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: just give in
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you can stop anytime
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I'll never stop
JennWitch15: we'll see
KeahT: I ain't never scared
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: your body is a wonderland
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: oh my god, i can't believe you listen to him
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: not tsp
KeahT: He's playin in the background in the Den
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: right
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: I think Gucci's calling you
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i don't think so
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Mookie said he would call you around this time
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you gotta leave that phone line open
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: it is, i have a cable modem son
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I feel you my N-word
KeahT: me too
JennWitch15: uh huh
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: broadband or road runner
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: ok then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: give up
KeahT: give up
JennWitch15: nope
KeahT: give up
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: got em
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: nope
KeahT: darn
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: got em
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: "D"
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you going to that thing next thursday?
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: what thing
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: that student achievement thing
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: gots to
KeahT: MB
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: ok then
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you goin with your fellow tribe people (your family)?
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: nah
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: why not
KeahT: I''m rollin solo
JennWitch15: oh ok
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: how about your tribe? Are they rollin
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i don't have a tribe, i'm not AFRICAN african...i might go by myself..or with l dub
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you're lucky Jenn
JennWitch15: what
KeahT: I got to go get something from the car
JennWitch15: i thought so chump
KeahT: but I will be back
JennWitch15: whatever
KeahT: that's a promise
JennWitch15: we'll see
KeahT: yes we will
JennWitch15: holla
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: guess who's back
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: ok, wassup then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: lets do it
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: Jenn, its Ok
KeahT: you don't have to prove anything to me
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Just give in
JennWitch15: you told leniqua to call me
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you are so funny
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: What are you talking about
JennWitch15: and i do have something to prove
KeahT: I have no clue
JennWitch15: yes you do
KeahT: what do you have to prove
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: everything
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i'm a balla and i can outball you
KeahT: that's real
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: ok
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: You can't outball me Jenn
KeahT: I'm the best
JennWitch15: we'll see
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i don't think so son
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I know you need a break
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: no, i'm cool
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: wanna get a drink
JennWitch15: i'm aight
KeahT: are you sure
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah, i'm straight
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I'll wait
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Do you need to watch AI
JennWitch15: what's that
JennWitch15: the movie?
KeahT: American Idol
JennWitch15: oh, i will
KeahT: Its on
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: ok then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you gotta watch it
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i am watching it now
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: then what's happening
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: that gay guy is talking
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: ok
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: he's not gay
KeahT: he's a pimp
JennWitch15: whatever
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
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KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: someone was trying to hack into my system yo
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: whatever man
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: they don't know who I'm is
JennWitch15: oh my goodness, come on now
KeahT: they can tell you about my **** game but she don't know me she only know my nickname
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: what the 'f' are you talking about
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you ain't up on that 50 yet jenn
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i know, i'm a lame
KeahT: We can get through this together
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: riight
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you didyeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn'tNo I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: shut up
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I will never shut up
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I can't stpo
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Jenn your getting sleepy
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: not yet
KeahT: very sleeppy
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: What's up with me and you for tonight
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: what are you talking about
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: we're gonna be doing this all night
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Are we still hookin up tonight
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: maybe later
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i'll sneak up to your window
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: All night Jenn
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: ok then
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: You can't keep up Jenn
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: ust give in
JennWitch15: i got all night
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: you can't hang Jenn
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: we'll see
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: How long have we been at it
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i don't know
JennWitch15: a long time
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: yeah
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Why don't you just give up like Gucci does
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i'm not leniqua
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you know i'm better than her
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: in every way ;-)
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: That's gangsta
JennWitch15: i know
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Give up
JennWitch15: not me
KeahT: You know you want to
JennWitch15: naw, that's all right
KeahT: come on
KeahT: I won't tell Gucci
KeahT: Just between me and you
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Jenn
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: lawrence
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Anderson
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: keah
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: JA
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: teaspoon
KeahT: woah
KeahT: OK
JennWitch15: wassup
JennWitch15: what's wrong
KeahT: I gotcha
KeahT: you tried me yo
JennWitch15: what's the problem
JennWitch15: come on now
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Tha Street Pharmacist for life me N-word
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: ok, my fault
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: what's so hard in giving up
KeahT: V
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: you tell me
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I won't think any less of you
JennWitch15: ok
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: but i'm not gonna stop
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: 4 sho
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you gotta go to school tomorrow
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i can if i want
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i might stay home just for his
JennWitch15: this
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you can't afford to miss any more days
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i have plenty of days left
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you have a test in biology
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: you must study
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i can make it up if i did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: true
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: but still
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: but still nothing
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Mookie is about to call you
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: ok then
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: he wants your full attention
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i can talk and stay on this too
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: V
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: He doesn't want any distractions
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i don't care what he wants, he can't make requests
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: he says its very important
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: well i'll talk to him later about it then if that's real
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: V
KeahT: He says it can't wait
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: oh well
JennWitch15: sorry for him
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: that's real
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i know
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: don't you have two exams to study for
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: I don't stucy
JennWitch15: but do you study
KeahT: I don't need to study
JennWitch15: riight
JennWitch15: ok then
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: you're getting sleepy
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i've been sleeping all day
JennWitch15: i got all night
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: very very sleepy
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Gucci wants to ask you something
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: v
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: what
KeahT: but she needs you full attention
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: whatever
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: she says you have to stop typing
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i don't think so
KeahT: in order for you to full understand her message
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: whatever
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: I dead serious
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: whatever
JennWitch15: she can tell me later
KeahT: As serious as darnell in a black power movement
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: lol, right
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: got em
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: "D" the luck
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Natalie want to talk to you
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: i don't think so
KeahT: she's having domestic trouble with taco bazooka
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: what the 'h' do i care
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: She needs your advice
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: oh well
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn'tv
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: gotcha
JennWitch15: sucka
KeahT: no
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: give up and talk to Gucci
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: i am
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: me too
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: uh huh
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: No I didn't
JennWitch15: yeah you did
KeahT: Gucci's killin me
JennWitch15: aww, too bad
KeahT: did she invite you to the chat room
JennWitch15: not yet
KeahT: its crazy

oh, well lamar was mad at me yesterday. that's ok, i was mad too. but that's enough of that...i had my CT scan today. they won't tell me anything for the next few days. i really wanna know though. i've been taking all these tests and nobody's told me anything about nothing you know? i just hate having to wait. anyway, they made me drink four cups of some nasty crystal ice lemonade drink with crushed up pills or something in it cause it tasted weird and it was really hard for me to drink. i've been going to the bathroom all day. i hate this. now i'm so tired and sleepy. i think i'm gonna sleep for the rest of the day. then they went to put me on an IV to inject dye into my body so that they could see my organs on the CT scan...they couldn't even find my friggin' veins! the lady couldn't find it in my right arm cause it was so small, so she went over to my left arm and stuck the IV in like three or four times. i was in so much pain. but then she still couldn't find it so she got her assistant radiologist to come over and try to find my vein. she went back over to my right arm, took a good while looking for the vein again, and had to stick me twice before she finally got it. that was just way too much for me. but i can't wait to get my results back. i'm so nervous, but we'll see how it goes. ok, i feel like puking from all that water so i'm gonna do that and then i'm gonna take a long nap. i'll holla.

-Jenn

wow, i hadn't been on this thing in a hot little minute. what's up guys? so, yesterday was prom. it was a lot of fun. i mean, it was REALLY fun. i saw all my friends, everybody was all dressed up with their nails done and their hair did. it was great. we all went in a group. it was me, lamar, lang, brim, brim's cousin, bobo, amanda, rebecca, and rebecca's brother john. we all went over to becky's house where we talked, ate, got dressed, got our makeup and hair done, all that. then we left for the prom. that was really fun. i danced with everyone. i danced with brim, rebecca, lamar, lang, lawrence, leniqua, MITCH, and a few other folks. MITCH was the most...interesting one that i danced with. let's just say that he got REALLY EXCITED. how doI know? well i felt it all up in my groin, stomach, my chest, all that. no, i'm exaggerating, but it was wild. he's so funny. he was pulling me in all close and like trying to hold my but-tocks to pull me in REALLY CLOSE. uh huh, i know what that was all about. he almost punctured one of my ovaries with that thing! but it was all good, all fun. 's s express' was holding it down. me and mitch were gonna have a dance-off with lamar and leniqua, but i know we would have won, so we let that one go. it was great. leniqua told me that lamar was mad when lemitch did that...grabbed me away from him to dance with him. i will say though, that mitch was VERY VERYsmooth the way he walked up to me, grabbed me, and started to dance with me. i swear to god that was one of the smoothest things i'd ever seen in my life. that's close to when lamar and i first started talking and lamar asked me for my number. the way lamar did that was so smooth too. then i danced with lawrence. i got too low for him. he couldn't handle all that jelly you know what i'm sayin? yeah you do. then trey's high 'a' thought i was drunk. i probably was. that "sparkling cider" didn't taste nonalcoholic. i think becky's parents picked up the wrong bottle. i really think they did cause i was wild that whole time. it was great. i hit the running man on the dance floor with "l-dub" aka leniqua. oh, and lang danced with four guys at the same time (bobo, john, lamar, robert). it was the funniest thing in the world. i loved it. we did the cha cha slide and the electric slide too. but they didn't play my song that night, "get low". oh well, next time. i hung out with leniqua a lot of the time there. OH!...lawrence got braces! that is so wild. why in the 'h' did he go and get braces on the day before prom and mess up shanelle's prom pictures like that. he could have waited one more day. that was messed up. now he won't even smile. he tries to hold it in, but he can't fight it when he's around me. i have that power over him. whenever he sees me or i talk to him, he just has to smile, i swear to god. oh, i saw raven. i love raven. that's my little buddy. she was looking right last night. she had her hair, nails, makeup did and her dress was pretty. she's really cool. who else...oh, natalie and her boyfriend...oh god. wow, he's not all that, but whatever. i saw pernell (nuff said). i saw mr. lowe too and i was gonna drop it on him and i asked him if he was gonna dance, but he said no, but that he might, but he didn't. i was very diasppointed. mr. daniel or mr. carr wasn't there. or at least i didn't see them. ok, well that was pretty much it. fun huh? yep. and then afterwards, we went back to becky's house. we did nothing but talk and play cards. we were gonna go bowling, but that didn't work out. matt picked us up later after everybody else had already gone. we went back to my house where i missed my curfew by minutes and was miraculously not punished for it. ok, then the day after the prom, today, was pretty fun. i got to hang out with lamar. matt picked me up and the three of us went to his house to hang out. i had dinner with them and then matt went off to work and me and lamar hung out alone for the next two and a half hours. i guess you could say that we had fun. i won't share what we did here though, but i will say that we had ALOT OF FUN. now it's sunday night and i'm ready for bed. i'm so tired. ok then. till next time. holla.

-Jenn

today's my birthday. i've been thinking about 50 cent's song "in da club" all day. 'go shawty, it's ya birthday.' i had a pretty good time. everybody at school was very receptive to me. i got a lot of hugs and then mr. lowe, being the loud fat bald white guy that he is, announces that it's my birthday and leads the class in singing happy birthday to me. it was pretty fun. i went to the doctor's office today and they finally had my bloodwork back. they did unfortunately find something wrong. there's something wrong with my pancreas and gall bladder. yeah. i have a swollen pancreas and gall stones (possibly) in my gall bladder, which rarely happens in girls my age...it usually only happens in older (40-50 years old) women. it's all good though. i'm not really worried about it. they're gonna send me in for further tests and see if they can't remove my gall bladder and what they're gonna do about my pancreas. i might have to have some sort of surgery to get it removed. that should be fun. other than that...i went out to ryan's with my dad and brother and my dad's friend for a birthday dinner. then we got back and now i'm gonna go do homework, then go to bed. that's about it for my special day. peace.

-Jenn

it's monday. it's raining. i'm tired. i'm bored. so, they might cancel prom. that would be really messed up if that happened. not enough people are buying tickets. well, let's see, what might be the problem? could it be the PRICE OF THE TICKETS!! yeah, i think that might be it. the price is just ridiculous. anyway...the 'S S Express' was explained to me and this person 'supposedly' didn't know what they were talking about, so i'm gonna take a chance and go ahead and believe them. it's all good now. today was darnell's birthday. tomorow is mine. tim told me happy birthday today in case he forgot to tell me tomorrow, which i know he definately won't. that's about it. oh, and lawrence and leniqua...work it out young people. ok, gotta go rest. peace.

-Jenn

the 'S S Express'. goodness gracious. i really didn't need to hear about that tonight. i was very disappointed and disgusted with this person. but whatever man, i'm 100% over it now. i'm actually glad that i heard it now. that just put me in a bad mood and i'll probably stay in a bad mood for the rest of the month now too; great. anyways, i talked to leniqua and lawrence today on the phone for like two hours. it was fun. we are all so funny together. it makes me wanna go to chapel hill with them next year ya know? i'm gonna miss those two and all of their sexual tension. don't you just hate sexual tension? especially when you're with two people who have sexual tension and then the sexual tension like enters your body and makes you feel all weird. i don't know, maybe it's just me. but i hope their sexual tension boils into at least a small kiss or something. no, not a small kiss, a really big wet kiss. that's what i want from them within the next month and a half. just that one small thing. and speaking of kissing, i'm really starting to miss the physical interactions that a relationship is supposed to provide. something that i'm supposed to be getting everyday, i'm getting only like every 6 or 8 months. that's really not cool. i'm getting lonely. and then i'm gonna be in college in atlanta and that's gonna make it even harder for me to have that...but whatever, hopefully something good will work out in my life. ok, what else...? wow, the 'S S Express'. i will not get over that. but moving right along. i hadn't talked to lamar for a while. i guess he's been tired or partying, one. i don't know. i kinda think he may have an attitude with me for some reason, but i don't know what for. it's all good though. oh, so i finally bought the prom dress with the no straps and my small boobs. but i'm gonna get it altered to fit my body ya know so i can look 'tight' in it. oh yeah man! um...but other than that...my life is pretty much dull. nothing new, nothing special--except for the 'S S Express'. i think that's gonna be my new permanent title for this blog thing. oh, and what in the world does a guy do with a hand vaccuum under his bed? more particualarlly, what does a guy do with a hand vaccuum under his bed...AT NIGHT???? think about it. i asked lawrence and he acted like he didn't know, but i know. he was just being shy, but whatever. ok, well i'm gonna go to sleep now and try to get the 'S S Express' out of my head. ok then. bye bye for now.

-Jenn

i am almost out of high school. thank god! i 'F'-ing hate charlotte. i can't wait to get the 'H' out of here. sure, i'm gonna miss the some people, but i just wouldn't be able to stand living here knowing that i didn't have to and that i could be living somewhere else. the only good things i got from charlotte were lamar, leniqua and some other friends like brim, lang, and everybody else, and medical science and HOSA and HOSA bowl. other than that, i hate this town so much. if i had to live here for the rest of my life, i would just kill myself, no joke. i can't wait to go home to atlanta. the people, the music, the city, the atmosphere and environment...i just love it. one of the first things i'm gonna do when i get there is that i'm gonna get my best friend riche and we're gonna go down to the mcdonalds in the wal-mart in jonesboro (town next to riverdale, atlanta, where i used to live) and curse out that stupid 'A' hole Leonard Daniel Neely. i want to know why he dumped me really and if him and that other girl are still going out. that kind of thing just really 'P's me off. i cannot believe he dumped me for my 'friend'. whatever though. i'm over it now, but i'm still mad about it. we had been going out for seven months and he went and did something stupid like that. he supposedly loved me or whatever and he goes and does that. maybe he was just mad cause i never told him that i loved him back. he would tell me 'i love you' then i'd be like 'ok', but whatever. it wasn't worth anything. i've moved on to bigger and better things. oh, so i looked at the dress that i'm getting today for prom, but i didn't get it yet. it's baby blue and tight at the top and not so tight at the bottom and strapless. now if you don't know already, i do not trust strapless dresses. i'm not a really big chested girl (but i hold my own) so i don't trust my breasts supporting a dress on my chest, ya know what i mean? maybe i should get some implants when i'm a little older, but nah, i'm prefectly happy with myself. besides, they'll get a cup size bigger after i have my first child, so i'm good till then. i have great small boobs for my body by the way...i thought i'd just throw that in there. i haven't had any complaints yet. but anyway, oh darnell jefferson is a genius. he can look at a girl (i guess at their chests) and tell them what their bra size is. he's a prodigy. i didn't believe that he could do it at first until he guessed mine right, then i became a believer. but moving along...i haven't heard from my 'buddy' justin today. i'm getting worried about him. casey hadn't heard from him either. freaky. ok, that's it. i'm gonna go do something meaningless now. bye bye.

-Jenn

finally, i'm back. it's been about a week and i'm finally back on the ball. we went to greensboro and we actually got second place. i swear to god, we went in there trying not to pass the test cause we wanted to spend all saturday shopping. we were the first ones done and we ended up being in one of the top five finalists. we went on to the next round...not even knowing what the next round was all about and got the rules and instructions 15 minutes before we started and we went in there, still clueless, and got second place. now that's good. if we had known what was going on and studied and took our time, we would have hands down got first, but oh well, i'm happy with second. we each (me, leniqua, and casey perrill) got a $750 scholarship for our 2nd place win to this one school that i'm not going to, so it doesn't even matter. but anyways, us three girls had a great time. i had to sleep with ms. bland cause casey and leniqua didn't want to sleep with her, but i didn't mind. so there were two dances. the first one, me and leniqua and casey went for a while. it was pretty lame. no one was dancing. me and leniqua did hit that running man though, so that was cool. and we did the cha cha slide twice. that was fun too. then on the way to our hotel room, we met justin in the elevator. leniqua said something to him first, asked his name, and then he turned and asked her name and then my name. casey invited him and his three friends back to our room. there was a little flirting between leniqua and me and him and his friends. casey wasn't getting any attention, so she went into the room and left us out in the hall alone. we talked for a while and justin told me and leniqua and casey to go to his room later that night and i said maybe, if we have time. so he said to come over tomorrow and that he'd call us later that night, so we said ok then they left and we went in the room. later that night, like at 1 and 2 in the morning, justin kept calling wanting to talk to me. so i talked for a little bit, then after that, he kept calling and i just got too tired, so leniqua and casey talked to him. that next day, we finished our competition, went by justin's room, picked him up, went to the mall, then went back to our room for the rest of the day. he kept offering to buy me stuff at the mall, but i was like, that's ok. he only wears polo shirts by the way. and he's so tall. like 6'2 or 6'3. very tall. so after the mall, we all went back to our room and just chilled for a few hours. justin kept staring at me which was really freaky. casey noticed it too and picked on me about it later, but it's all good. he kept trying to put his hands on me and touch me. but anyway, after that, we had to get ready for the awards ceremony, so he had to leave. we all got ready and met him downstairs. his school was gonna leave after the awards ceremony, so we all exchanged email addresses and phone numbers, except me...i just exchanged my email address. but anyway, we took a few pictures with him and hugged him goodbye. he hugged me the longest and didn't want to let go, so that was kinda weird. oh, and something else funny that happened. he had given leniqua this mixed cd of 'slow jams'. i was like, 'what about me'? and then he tried to take the cd out of leniqua's hands and give it to me. casey was laughing so hard, it was so funny. leniqua got kinda mad i saw. it was all in fun though. he's supposed to be making me one and then sending it to me. so at the awards ceremony, they have this camera that they pan across the guests and zoom in on people and stuff before the whole thing starts. so me and casey made this sign that said, 'SINGLE, RM# 2481 (CALL US)". we made it in really thick black marker letters and when the camera lady saw that, she zoomed in on it and everyone (over 2000 people) saw it and just busted out laughing. i was the one holding it up and i could not stop laughing after that. of course no one called us, but it was a really good laugh for us all. so we went to outback after that then went to our room and packed, then went to bed. we left the next morning and now i'm home and bored. maybe i'll go clean my room now. oh yeah, the big slumber party with leniqua for friday has been canceled if not postponed. she got into a fight with her brother, now we can't go. that's cool. next time. ok then, that's it and i'm out.

-Jenn

Well, i went to state, we didn't win anything for science olympiad, but we all had a great time. we hung out and just chilled so that was fun. i finally feel that things are almost normal with HOSA state done and science olympiad state done and that senior exit done, finally. that's pretty much it. i have a headache now, i'm going to bed. i'm out.

-Jenn

well, it's time for another state competition and this one is for science olympiad. i'm doing like four events so i'm gonna be busy busy busy. but it should be fun though. it's gonna be like eight girls and four or five guys i think. it's not a lot of people. but i hope we do good. only the top two schools make it to state. but enough about that. i'm finally done with my senior exit. i'm so glad that it's over. i was so nervous giving my presentation which everyone was so surprised about because i stand up in front of judges all the time and give speeches for debate. plus, since i got nervous, i told my 12 and a half minute speech in like 6 minutes. i got really screwed up. but that's ok, cause leniqua did the same thing. speaking of leniqua, she invited me to have a slumber party with her at her house in a couple of weeks. it's gonna be so fun, i can't wait. there's gonna be karaoke and lawrence and trey are gonna come over to hang out. it's just gonna be a lot of fun. oh yeah, trey liked me earlier this year before he found out i had a boyfriend, but i know he still wants to holla sometimes. and i think lawrence might still like me just an eency weency bit. but today at school, i was just so tired. me and leniqua. leniqua is so cool. she's 98% like me, just louder. oh, and in english today, we were drawing clips of colored paper from this bag to see which groups we were in and when i drew the same color as mitch, he lit up i swear to god. he got so excited. he was like calling me from the other side of the room...'hey jennifer, looks like we're in the same group!' with this big grin on his face. that boy has issues. but other than that, nothing's really new in my life. lamar thinks i'm mad at him again. but i'm not. i've only been mad at him like two or three times in the fifteen months that we've been going out. i think that's pretty good, don't you. compared to other couples anyways. and i think we only had one argument and that crap was over a stupid rumor that this dude told me. but i love him. so what's coming up for me? oh, nationals for HOSA in atlanta in june, then end of june and we already have a problem. shanelle might not be able to go. that's gonna really mess up our team for nationals. now mrs. mauldin is trying to put a sophomore who has never done HOSA bowl before and is probably only in med sci II on the number one team and that just is not fair. i'm really mad about that actually and i'll probably end up quitting the team myself cause we're not gonna go anywhere anyways. oh well. that's just so screwed up. but the friday after next, i should be in atlanta with my sister, visiting my old middle school teachers and a few high school teachers. oh yeah, there's a rumor about me in riverdale (atlanta) that the reason i left in the 10th grade was because i got pregnant with my ex-boyfriend's baby! isn't that just bullcrap? i could not believe that. yeah, we went out for like 7 months, but geeze, i didn't have sex with that dude. i can't believe people thought that i was a hoe like that. just because my best friend does that kind of stuff, doesn't mean that i do. whatever though, it's all gravy. as long as i know what's real, it's all cool with me. every time i leave a school, there's a rumor about me. i'm not hatin though. ok, what else is going on? well i'm supposed to be in atlanta, like i said, in a week. my mom is supposed to be taking me out to a chippendale's or something while we're out there for my 18th, which is in 19 days. i'm so excited. it'll be like a week before i'm 18 when we go to that place and maybe a club or two, but hopefully they'll still let me in. i can't wait to see my sister though. i love that girl. i haven't seen her in months. she thinks that i'm like the coolest person in the world, so that makes me feel good. ok, well i'm gonna go get some rest and then get up later to pack for tomorrow and saturday. wish me luck. bye bye.

-Jenn

i finally got back from greensboro and oh boy! that was a whole lot of fun. I went up there a day earlier than everyone else with a few other people and we basically hung out all day and studied for our event. that night, the five of us (me, greg, carlos, shanelle, and andrea) watched american idol and then went hot tubbin' which was really wild. greg kept making all these sexual innuendos about me and everyone all had a good laugh. it was very vulgar too. but after that, we went back to our rooms, showered, met up in shanelle's suite, and studied. since shanelle's suite had two rooms and two beds, we guessed a number from greg and carlos to see who got to sleep in a bed by themselves in one of the rooms and of course i won, so that was a good thing. so that next morning, everybody else showed up and we all did our different things. i shared a room with alisha, bridget, and danielle and i slept with alisha both nights. she's cool. i like her. so that thursday, i went to the mall and studied with greg all day for our event because no one else wanted to study with us. that guy still wants me and i know it. but besides that, we went to opening session and right after that, we went to take our test in which we got first, the other team got second, which is good too. me and greg went back to his room to study after we found out. we studied until like 12:30 am then i got sleepy and went to bed in my room. the next morning, we got up early, studied, ate breakfast with george and stephan and the rest of our team, and went on to the buzzer round. we won every round and got first place, our other team got second. the awards session was fun at first, then it got boring because it was so long. after that, we all got changed and went down to the dance. the dance was really fun. i danced till midnight with a lot of different people. i danced with shanelle, deon, greg, george, raven, chante, and danielle. oh, and i danced with stephan. it was a really good dance. i was grinding and shaking and moving and grooving. it was just so much fun. i'm so sorry that it was onlyf or an hour and a half. but there's always nationals and prom i guess. so after that, i went back to my room, showered, then went to bed. oh, and i repacked back up. that next morning, i got dressed and we got back on the buses and went home. i miss greensboro and the experience already. my last year at state. i'm so sad now. but oh well, that's what memories are for. well today, i've been working all day on my senior exit product because we have to present everything tues, weds, and thurs of this week, so i don't have a lot of time left. ok then, i'm gonna get back to that. bye for now.

-Jenn

well today was a pretty ok day. i had a pretty good time today. i got up all tired and sleepy cause i didn't go to bed til like 11:30 trying to finish up my senior exit product and i had to get up at 5:30 in the morning, so i was really tired. i had to take my biology quarter exam which i know i got at least a 100 on. we did that all period then i went to medical science and we did nothing but talk about our big trip to greensboro tomorrow and through saturday. then i went to get my cap and gown...finally. it looks ok except that i don't like maroon, but it's all good. then i went to lunch to gossip and then on to computer applications. it's a pretty lame class, but i get to talk and gossip with leniqua, which, by the way, i think is one of maybe two of my only black female friends. black girls are just too ghetto for me. but anyway, we talked about everything all period. then she walked me to english, which she does every B day just so she can see lawrence, but whatever. i'm not gonna hate on her. and then i was in english. the class that mitch and tim look forward to i'm sure. they're like in love with me i swear. they sit right next to each other and they both like me. when they both come into the classroom, they always have to come up to me first, rub my shoulder, and say something to me. it makes me feel so special, but really though. they did that today as a matter of fact. first tim came in, rubbed my shoulder, said wassup, and asked me why i hadn't called him in forever. then like three minutes later mitch came in, rubbed my shoulder, said wassup, and did that little smile thing he does every time he talks to me. he's so funny. i did nothing all that class either but sit there and doodle. oh, and darnell said something to me this morning. he saw me walking, pulled me aside, and asked me why i wasn't in calculus yesterday so i told him and went on my way. he really wants me too. but after english, i got on the bus, went home, ate a burger and drank a sierra mist, then started on my senior exit product. it's actually coming along pretty good. i hope i do ok on it. then i checked my email and saw that i got something from lamar. i always get excited when i get mail from either lamar, riche, or leniqua. i love them all. but anyway, that's about it for today. as for now, i'm gonna go take a nap and then get up to do other things. and i gotta make sure to watch buffy and american idol tonight. and even later on...i gotta pack. peace.

-Jenn