there's three things that i can't go without:

the mcChicken at mcdonalds
banana chips
hershey's cookies and mint candy bar

i can't get enough of them. i eat them like every day. anyway, i'm gonna go to bed now.

jenny "love that dollar menu" jenn jenn.

hey, when's subway getting that dollar menu? that's what i'm waiting for.

two weeks left.

anyway, it really looks like i'm going back to atlanta now. i heard some news and it looks like i need to go back home.

i don't know though. i don't know what to do.

you know, there are some really stupid people out there. at the bus station, i always catch this bus that goes down south boulevard aka "mexico city" and mexicans always get on the bus that don't speak english. well whenever they try to ask a question, these dumb guys always seem to think that if you call them 'amigo', then they'll understand anything you say.
'the bus goes to walmart'-man
'que?'-mexican
'the bus goes to walmart, amigo'-man
'oh, now i understand you'-mexican

not too bright.

i haven't seen my bus station friend lately. oh well. and the guy from proff at my job has moved to the exam department all the way across the room, but he still finds time to come by and 'visit'.

anyway, i'm going to work now.

jenny "what am i gonna do" jenn jenn

another three weeks before i get to see lamar again. i'm so excited. i can't wait to see him.

now that i got that out of the way...i need to get back to school really soon. i feel like i've been wasting a lot of time lately. i need to go ahead and move on to the next step in my life whatever that is.

and just something really random, i really wanna get laser eye surgery. after i get back to school, i'm gonna start saving up for it.

ok, well...me, sleep, bed, now. good night.

jenny "damn that bitch looks good" jenn jenn

so there's this guy that i always see at the bus stop. we both sit across from each other every night and he finally said something to me last night. but the crazy part is...he started talking to me like i was interviewing him to be my boyfriend or something. he was like "my name is jeremy, i'm 22, i work at the hospital, i catch the bus cause my car is broken down. i live by myself." blah blah blah. i swear, he said all that in one sentence. i would have been a little interested but there was just one thing...he looked just like my brother alan.

he looked so much like my brother that i was so comfortable talking to him. i'm usually all shy when i talk to people i'm not really close with, but i was just talking my head off to him, like i hadn't had anyone to talk to in months. i think he kinda likes me, but i ain't even goin there with him.

but you know, i always hook up with these successful, so non-thug guys. that's what i attract. good cause i don't like thugs anyway.

the funny thing is, there were two really ghetto girls in these tight jeans and tighter weaves sitting near us, but he decides to come up to me in my business slacks and dress shirt and dress shoes and talk to me. that's what i'm talking about. that's the kind of guy i like. the kind that doesn't even pay those ghetto girls no mind.

since i've moved back to charlotte, only guys will talk to me. i can't talk to these girls. i need some more female friends.

anyway, i'm goin to bed.

jenny "fish hook" jenn jenn

i have been cleaning for a straight six hours today. i was so tired.

anyway, so there's this guy at work and i think he likes me cause i work in data entry and he works over in proof and he keeps coming over to my desk trying to strike up a conversation with me. i'm the only one he comes over to when he comes to data entry.

he does the same stuff lamar used to do before we started going out. yeah, i need to stay away from him. he's not dark skinned, but he's not light skinned either and he's thick and i like that.

this lip piercing is healing so much faster this time than when i got it last time. i think i'm gonna get my nose pierced next.

ok, well i gotta go watch the simpsons. good night.

jenny "i need to blog more often" jenn jenn

i am so so so tired of charlotte and north carolina and south carolina already. it really is time to go back to atlanta. the guys up here in charlotte. when you tell them that you're from atlanta, they eat that up up here. "oh, an atl girl, huh?" uh huh.

i realize that i have a lot more fun in atlanta anyways so this summer sometime, i gotta head on back. that's home i guess. maybe somebody will come with me but i won't push my luck.

anyways...i'm thinking of coloring my hair again that light brown, but if i do it, it'll have to be like in january. i need something different.

yeah, i want a lot of changes. my hair, where i live, school, my body, lamar...

so goodnight.

jenny "cha-cha-changes" jenn jenn

i wish that i could just follow through with my plans. i never follow through on anything.

i think i wanna cut my hair...really really short. but since i don't follow through on anything, i probably won't.

anyways, i'm gonna go watch madtv and cheaters then drift off to sleep.

jenny "chubs" jenn jenn

i bought a 93 pontiac grand am. it's white with a red interior. it's actually pretty nice for a used car and i feel so good that i paid for it and worked hard to get it.

even though i don't have my license, i'm gonna drive the hell out of it.

oh, i saw cheaters the other night and it was so funny. this black lady got cheated on and she was cussing her boyfriend out and out of nowhere, she does this little dance while she's saying "get the fuck on" and she's just tripping. i laughed so hard at that crap. that's the best part of the show, when the person confronts their cheating boyfriend/girlfriend. that's when everybody starts acting up.

ok, i'm gonna go night-night.

jenny "i need to diet" jenn jenn

me and leniqua acting up...

Bkgirl323: did you get your license
JennWitch15: no, still got my permit
JennWitch15: i'll get it in march
Bkgirl323: that's real
Bkgirl323: a car and no license
Bkgirl323: I feel you
JennWitch15: lol
JennWitch15: right
JennWitch15: just tryin to keep it gangsta
Bkgirl323: lol

and then something lawrence has in his profile...which is sooo true...

Inspiration for all my Dark Skinned Brothers:
We're like a perm box, Dark and Lovely.
Bump these light-Skinned boys:-D

jenny "keepin it gangsta" jenn jenn

sometimes i ask myself why i even bother. boyfriends can be so "AAAH!" sometimes ya know. he just needs to follow through. ugh, i don't even want to talk about it.

anyways, my sister sam's birthday was today. she's 14 now. that seems a little weird. the little girl's gettin grown. i said little, that girl towers over me, but everybody does anyways.

i got a new job. i quit the value village cause i was offered something so much better. i now work for this credit reporting company. i sit in a cubicle all day and type up property deed reports for banks. so far it's pretty good and pretty easy. plus i'm making some good money doing it. thank god, cause i have so many bills that i need to pay off. i know my credit is just crap. oh well. it's only seven years right? yeah right. that's really gonna screw me up.

i think i'm gonna go back to atlanta in a year or so. i miss it now. and south carolina/charlotte isn't really doing anything for me right now. so the plan, i think, is to do a couple years worth of catch up work at cpcc and get some experience and time in at this new job, then get everything changed over to atlanta. i'll go to an atlanta school, and i'll get my job transferred over to atlanta (i'm so glad my job has a location in atlanta). yeah, that sounds really good. riche wants me to come back and to get an apartment with her, so that's just what i think i'm gonna do.

anyways, i gotta get up early tomorrow for that 9-6. geeze louise it's gonna be a long week. good night.

jenny jenn jenn

i am so so tired. i had a long week. but it's gonna be worth it.

jenny jenn jenn

the next couple of weeks are gonna be crazy for me. i'm so excited. there's gonna be all these changes.

but other than that, there's not really anything that i need to talk about so, good night.

jenny jenn jenn

i've been through a whole lot of changes lately. well only a couple.

i miss my boyfriend.

i saw "the grudge" today with my sister and we just hung out for a few hours. i had a lot of fun.

jenny "do you have a grudge?" jenn jenn

i'm back. nothing new with me. i'm going to bed now. oh wait, i got that one guy, lamont who keeps putting hands on me fired yesterday. i had to tell the boss that he was stealing, i was getting so tired of him not taking 'no' for an answer. had he kept his hands off me, i wouldn't have said anything to the boss about him and he would have a job today, but oh well. and if that ass steve keeps lookin at me, he's gonna be next.

-jenny "not playing any 'f'ing games" jenn jenn

you know when you go poop and then afterwards it hurts to sit down? yep, me too. it took me like fifteen minutes this morning to get myself together. i could barely walk.

-jenny jenn jenn

you know when you go poop and then afterwards it hurts to sit down? yep, me too. it took me like fifteen minutes this morning to get myself together.

-jenny jenn jenn

i really like my job, but the customers i could do without. they're really starting to piss me off. and now the store manager (my partner in crime and lawrence and mitch's uncle) is all mad cause the guy that i talked about in an earlier blog, lamont, the guy who keeps touching me, keeps stealing stuff but he can't catch him. i'm such a mole at work. i tell the store manager everything that lamont and a couple of other people that i don't like does and steals. i already got one heiffer fired (stephanie--i really didn't like her, she thought she was better than me), now i'm going for lamont. after he's gone, then i'll get rid of steve. i don't like steve either. every time i look up, he's staring at me. he's so fucking ugly and dumb. he's gotta be like 30 something, but i think something's wrong with him. he's so slow.

and so the customers are getting on my nerves. mostly the regulars. i need to wear a sign from now on that says "Do Not Fucking Tell Me How to Wrap a Plate, How to Bag Your Merchandise, What Tags are on Sale, and Do Not Ask Me to Double Bag Your Bag...I Have Been Working Here Longer Than You Have Been Shopping Here, I Know What I Am Doing. Thank You. -Jennifer" one day, i swear i'm just gonna take everybody out.

anyway, i gotta go do something different with my hair. these cornrows are getting really old and really old looking, i gotta go straighten it out now. well maybe tomorrow. i'm gonna shower then sleep...but after madtv and cheaters and jerry. good night. later.

-jenny "i'm about to lose my mind, up in here, up in here" jenn jenn

i need to lose weight. i feel so big.

i've had a headache all day from training these girls for the past two weeks for the new Value Village that's opening up next week. that was a mouthful.

i'm gonna go eat now. oh crap.

i can't wait til sunday so i can sleep in all day.

oh and "the grudge" comes out in like two weeks. i have to go see it. sarah michelle gellar and jason behr are in it so me and sam will see it the saturday after it comes out. that same day, i'm gonna get some work done. it's gonna be painful, but fun.

goodnight.

-jenny jenn jenn

my oldest brother israel has this thing for the big girls. now he can't be more than 160 himself but he likes the girls that are 300+. he showed me this picture book that he has of all of his old girlfriends in seductive poses. this book was full of all these big black girls just styling and profiling. it was really gross.

my second oldest brother c.j. has this kid by this mexican girl. the kid is 7 now but he looks like a baby still. he had hydrocephalus and he's still screwed up about it. i only met him once.

my other brother alan is in texas right now. he'll be in japan soon. he has a thing for the asians if you know what i mean.

my brother josh...i hope he graduates high school this year and does something about himself.

my sister sam is an albino...not really buti like to pretend that she is.

my brother t.j. is a little version of my brother josh.

i swear my sister katrina is gonna end up as a lesbian. she already told me so at the age of 9.

my brother mikey is so lame. he doesn't look like the rest of us, but i guess he is.

my brother landon, i miss him. he's pretty cool. he was so funny.

my sister jevonne, i really don't like her. she's a witch with a "b". i know i'm gonna end up fighting her. i don't know who she thinks she is, but...

anyway, that's it. i shared way more than i intended. i gotta go clean up now and get ready for work tomorrow. goodnight.

-jenny "if i had my mom's last name (Witchard) then i really would be a JennWitch" jenn jenn

so i went to work today. it was very uneventful.

there's been this white guy that's been coming in and he has this TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE acne! i swear to god, it's the worst crap i've ever seen in my life. this guy has pale skin and really red hair and he's really tall, but then scroll up to his face (that's so lame isn't it...i said scroll up to his face) and the skin around his nose is just so red and enflamed and all zit-ty. i swear the first time i saw him, i wanted to throw up. i even started gagging, i swear. he was kinda cute, but he just had the acne really bad. every time i see him, it just ruins my whole day and he's been coming in everyday lately. i really look forward to it tomorrow, really.

oh yeah, i gotta shave the dog tomorrow. he had mange, so i have to let the hair grow back even, so he's gonna get the lion cut tomorrow. anyway, i'm gonna go watch america's next top model now.

-jenny jenn jenn